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Mike   Ontario, Canada
 
 
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Maps I've Made:
defend_haven_city - 2009
surf_overcast - 2009
surf_avatar - 2010
surf_rebel_redo - 2010
surf_swamp - 2010
surf_venice - 2011 (updated 2017, updated 2020)
surf_thrill3r_fixe - 2011
surf_torrent - 2012
surf_entrance - 2012
koth_transfer - 2012
surf_halloween - 2012
tfdb_groove - 2013
surf_overlook - 2013 (updated 2014)
plr_reserve - 2013
arena_discovery - 2013
dm_egan_72 - 2014
arena_egan_72 - 2014
cp_voltage - 2014
pd_watergate - 2014 (shipped 2015)
pd_egan_72 - 2015
koth_egan_72 - 2015
koth_fyingpans - 2015
arena_monumental - 2015
arena_harvest_spooky - 2015
arena_just_the_worst - 2015
ctf_confine - 2016
pd_cuisine_72 - 2016
pass_cuisine - 2016
cp_infinite - 2016 (updated 2021)
ctf_covid19 - 2020
mre_highschool - 2021

"When you feel a passion for what you do and you put that passion into your work, the chances are others will feel it too and your success will follow not far behind." Robert Briscoe (DearEsther 2011)

"We are in the beam" WillFromAfar (Watergate 2015)

"There's a silly notion that failure's not an option at NASA,","Failure is an option here. If things are not failing, you are not innovating enough." Elon Musk (2005)

"It's what you leave on the stage that matters" Jack Rollins (producer)

"To live in hearts we leave behind
Is not to die.
...
And in your harmony sublime
I read the doom of distant time;
That man’s regenerate soul from crime
Shall yet be drawn,
And reason on his mortal clime
Immortal dawn."
Thomas Campbell, Hallowed Ground (1825)

"Consciousness/Intelligence …..is to be alive……to reason, to find meaning in things…..to discover…. to invent……is the only possible salvation to overcome the second law predictions of doom."
J. A. Sekhar 2004

"I think whenever your customers really want you to succeed then you will succeed." Elon Musk (2016)
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Hey, is there something you'd like to know about level design? Ask me, and I might know the answer. Is there something you'd like to know about any other field relating to game design or modifying it? Check the 2nd link. Lots of neat stuffs there.

My Youtube
Game design docs [wiki.polycount.com]
My Website [mikeegan.ca]
My Soundcloud (I have no music, so here's the ♥♥♥♥ I like instead) [soundcloud.com]
http://steamcommunity.com/groups/TF2Mappers
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Hello profile scroller
Hello. Greetings. Bonjour! What's up? I am wondering why you are reading this. I am wondering if you are curious or if you are bored or what. I am honestly hoping someone DOES read this though yaknow? Imagine if I wrote all this and NO ONE read it. How lonely would that make me? lol.

Also on my mind that there'll come a time when I'm forgotten about? A time when the 'steam profiles from the 2000s era' servers are shut down, a time when all my youtube videos are deactivated, a time when my website goes down, a time when all the relatives and friends who know me are dead from old age, and a time when I am forgotten..!!

And then I think about how.. there have been 100 billion humans that have ever lived?? And, how many of those are even remembered? Does it matter? Do I matter? Will I ever matter?? I matter right now... but in the grand scheme of things will the small amount of help that I give the human race matter really all that much? Interesting stressing things.

Feasibly I could invest my time to really TRULY help the human race as MUCH as possible, like this Elon Musk fellow. But I am not that smart. I am not that efficient either. I honestly feel like a big idiot a lot of the time. And I'm tired 90% of of the time.. :benny:

Also I feel like whichever sort of goal/project of 'helping humanity' that I try to achieve is going to not be realistic..? And I bet that before this goal is even met I'm going to get like, permanently disabled by some injury or disease, and my ability to achieve this goal is drastically reduced even further. It's like I need to set my goals small...? But if my goal is to be remembered for a while after I die.. how big should this goal be?

There's also the weird brain chemicals feelings too of: when I'm feeling 'a strong emotion' it feels like none of this 'will I be remembered?' stress even matters at all. When I'm feeling loved by friends and family, when I'm feeling amazingly excited, when I'm feeling love for someone in particular, when I'm feeling like my creative plans worked out well, when I'm feeling frisky even :^), when I'm feeling tired... etc... It's almost like these feelings free me from the 'feeling of inadequacies', like a defense mechanism. Maybe that's what I need more of, emotions. Maybe I'm bored? Maybe it's this pandemic... (Maybe I'm lonely..)

I am working on these sorts of feelings though! I am not depressed, not sad, and not giving up yet, but it is on my mind a LOT. Also it seems like no one really talks about this. Maybe no one cares? It's weird if no one cared though imo... Can I help all the people who care?
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Oh! I do have some tips though for you, for your health, Profile-Scroller-person:
1- Sleep 7+ hours a night. Sometimes it's hard but it's necessary.
2- Eat enough calories based on your weight and height https://www.calculator.net/calorie-calculator.html If you aren't eating enough calories you will feel 'mentally tired all the time'.
3- Drink enough water with your food so that you can digest easier. If you feel like you get tired after meals then your stomach is churning too hard on not enough meals per day.
4- Caffeine can help to maintain focus, but is not a source of energy.
5- Make sure your stomach is not too acidic. If it's too acidic you can feel tired from a 'mental strain'.
6- Make sure you are eating enough healthy carbs. Not just protein and fibre and sugar. Carbs give energy bursts for 1-2 hours after eating them.
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Oh I guess if you are feeling lonely also, just message me either here or on discord. I do care about people a lot. Sometimes I get annoyed by people who are mean or who are narcissistic or psychopathic, but that's fairly rare.. But for the most part I do care a lot about people. I care also about homeless people and hungry people. A lot of hunger out there...


Some good videos to watch:
https://youtu.be/qqOxkuO3ip0 - minecraft dream manhunt tense video.
https://youtu.be/mQgQ138Q0fo - funny RUST video.
https://youtu.be/uDQ7pLkD8tI - shaping the future.
https://youtu.be/3RG5pXTpLBI?t=2206 - crazy story about pooping in an underwater nasa base.
https://youtu.be/vOIQefDSvtk - interesting video about why people steal things.
https://youtu.be/ifWWRZSWS18 - good food recipe video from foodwishes.
https://youtu.be/9AThycGCakk - life lessons from 100 yos, maybe my fav video?
https://youtu.be/BmiQRvib3DQ - Pizza is so good, man. wow. pizza rocks.
https://youtu.be/SU1Ej9Yqt68 - craziest military strat. how did that work?
https://youtu.be/1RWOpQXTltA - plato's allegory of the cave. crazy.
https://youtu.be/zX7I_Rw8Q0I - cool life advice from elon musk.
https://youtu.be/IEescTqaL1Q - life advice from christopher nolan
https://youtu.be/0yOA1WnlpWY - i think about these pickles a lot, life idea.
https://youtu.be/CcHt9tW8oo0 - spongebob memes.
https://youtu.be/OZ_15XjYssY - super sad watch at your own risk
https://youtu.be/qv1VemnJRH4 - oneyplays Erm compilation.
https://youtu.be/iOEJHNZpeck - cool song? idk.
https://youtu.be/3_9v-7rtVDk - funny hot wings video
https://youtu.be/eF_FSF41aDI - cool album
https://youtu.be/CpEFiZPj_cE - no one likes this game but me, played by friend(?)
https://youtu.be/5XDrgmy9JdM?t=6420 - insane comeback AOE2 video, LONG, but crazy.
https://youtu.be/5UUYxOJFqKI - about getting stuck homeless. nuts.
https://youtu.be/bHozi0EMe6E - about being overlooked homeless. sad.
https://youtu.be/zJ2-Eh4e-zI - video about addiction. horrible and sad.
https://youtu.be/_lfxYhtf8o4 - one of my fav videos. you are not special.
https://youtu.be/Vk7tiBCJLyc - some old ng video nostalgic to me. idk. lol. i like.
https://youtu.be/qNnPE0Hpry8 - LONG video about that ghimli actor guy. cool.
https://youtu.be/GB-iWq0IhH4 - funny R&C2 video about the best level.
https://youtu.be/JMkvIdItOdg - hungry pumkin game
https://youtu.be/v7rEH0He5aE - halo 2 music video. crazy nostalgia for me.
https://youtu.be/415rd72UlDw - NS2 proof it used to be a fun game.
https://youtu.be/GT4Ppbg257g - jak 1 behind the scenes, love it.
https://youtu.be/izxXGuVL21o - crash bandicoot developer. crazy awesome.
https://youtu.be/ZNRWTD8oZEo - sly cooper animation.
https://youtu.be/_haw_YDC_zo - funny buzzfeed video about canned fish.
https://youtu.be/odzKEGe_iuk - funny react to PT game video.
https://youtu.be/zEiFKPwW6SE?t=68 - funny, but LONG video of an amongus strat.
https://youtu.be/J_d47i4yGVA - more cool amongus mod gameplays.
https://youtu.be/sF6PeCJRo6Y - norm macdonald funny clip.
https://youtu.be/xUjcHW7SHaI - cool Adam Savage video about planes.
https://youtu.be/tJfbXhmxdxU - Jordan Peterson, maybe your ideas are wrong.
https://youtu.be/NUs6NDsMWVI - passivity ideas for brain health.
https://youtu.be/FEvJxdEh_ZQ - sonic 06 gamegrumps. this game is abusrd.
https://youtu.be/60cpPq2MqaA - funny Dopefish 'Monstrum' gameplay.
https://youtu.be/EWaTO9K2tWI - funny Jerma985 'TheThing' gameplay.
https://youtu.be/_WLIA-z2GVU - insane Bubsy3d-2 videogame playthrough.
https://youtu.be/cksMz4709rg - insane PC difficult game.
https://youtu.be/1OgzvOL-0cI - on big video games.
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G Wiener May 8 @ 12:11pm 
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hello i would like to ask for a download link for your map "surf_thrill3r_fixe" as I searched on my browser but sadly I did not find any download link for the map... i really want to run it on my server but i can't find the map link for it so it would be nice if you could provide me it, please ?

also I want to keep the maps my server is running updated but your version of "surf_halloween" in gamebana is v2b, and one time I encountered a server running the v3a version so if there are fully updated download links for your maps on the newest version, that would be nice

much love, you're one of the best surf map creators in TF2!!
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