I don’t know why I fell for you. On the first day of school, you sat in front of me, and it was love at first sight. You were so beautiful. You danced wonderfully, played the piano beautifully, and got excellent grades — truly outstanding in character and academics.

But everything has changed now. Who you love is your choice, and I cannot stop you. Liu Yuqing is a nice girl. She confessed to me, yet I turned her down time and again. Do you know why? Because my heart belonged to you. I feared you might get hurt, feared you would be sad. Haha, I worried far too much. Perhaps you were the one who betrayed me first. I wonder if I’m right to think so…

Last Friday at McDonald’s, you were having such a great time with him. I stood right beside you, and you paid me no mind. You probably had no idea how I felt at that moment.

I think it’s time for me to walk away. All you’ve made me feel now is that you’re untrustworthy and ungrateful. I’ve done so much for you. Now I realize I was nothing more than a tool, doing things for someone who never cared about me. How ridiculous I was, devoting myself selflessly for nothing.

You and him make such a perfect match. He gets better grades than me, he’s wealthy, and he’s good-looking. Watching you two from afar, you truly suit each other.

I’m the bad kid, and you’re the good one. I’m not worthy of you — or rather, I dare not be worthy of you. You are far too out of my league.

When you hung out with him, I watched silently. You can never imagine how heartbroken I was. I grieved over your betrayal, and regretted ever confessing my feelings to you. I rarely cry, yet this time I could not hold back my tears.

But thinking about it, it’s not a big deal. You aren’t worth it. I’m unable to protect you, but he can. He has money, something I don’t have. Ugh, you let me down so deeply.

I keep wondering: If you had rejected me from the start, it would have hurt less. But you seemed to accept me, only to spend time with someone else later. What were you thinking? Could you tell me what lies deep in your heart? Do you like me? Or did you ever like me? I just can’t figure it out.

After waiting three days, I finally decide to send you these words. I believe everything between us is over. There are no more feelings left between us. I am utterly disappointed in you, and I no longer have any interest in you.

I once felt happy because of you, and now I have shed tears for you. Our bond is broken. Let’s pretend this crush never happened. It was a dream — one that turned from bliss to despair, from a sweet dream to a nightmare.

I don’t want to have anything to do with you ever again. I blocked you because I don’t want to see you anymore. I once thought I knew you well, but now I see I only scratched the surface. I don’t want to face your unfathomable heart.

We are still classmates, but we will never be friends again.