Orpheus
Alan (Fool or Clown?)   Chihuahua, Mexico
 
 
Past names: AlanCrash and Chemical
Beauty and Ugliness. These are aspects of life we experience, it all depends on how we decide to manage them when they occur.

I await here, in my dream world.

Perhaps one day, I'll go out to the real world. But it's though as they intertwine with each other.
As if, I live the dreams that are lies, and dream about the saddening truth.
Hard to distinguish, not even opening my eyes wakes me up.
Perhaps, I'll pay. For the crimes I've done. Sins that I cannot outrun, from my repugnant youth.
As if, I dive down without allies, and scream deep into the void, falling further.
Hard to extinguish, flames that rose with anguish, unavaliable to makeup.

Trapped, confused, unsure of the answers I have chosen. What is it that I seek?
Surely, I must have a goal in life. A plan. A meaning. A wish. Or have I lost them?
Lost, in thought. Dangerous strife. Stripped away from my ability to speak.
Handicapped, bruised, completely frozen. To the point that I've turned numb.

I await here, in my dream world.

Clouds of darkness, toxic rain. Vulture eyes, cursed mouths. Different mind.
A monster's fate divided into various paths. Judgment day draws nearby.
Eyesight turns into a deep crimson red, slowly yet surely turning me blind.
The journey for redemption strays away, and I can't say my proper goodbye.

Silent...torture. There is nobody to aid me anymore.
Wasted chances, wasted potential, wasted life.

What is your interpretation of what I wrote?
Has it caught some...emotion?
A thought?
A glimpse of what I pour down writing this?
An opinion? Good or bad?
Has it sparked an interest?
An inspiration?
Negativity?
Boredom?
Or, simply put, nothing ?

What lies beneath the possiblities of our encounter, I wonder?
The Foolish Clown

FYI, this was all written back when I was 16-17 lol, but I'm fond of this so I'm keeping it.


:monokuma_DGR: I've go by many names and still do, but you can just call me Alan.
:Monotaro_DGR: A poet in the making, but a full time clown for your company.
:Monosuke_DGR: English isn't my main language, so excuse me if I suck at it while talking/typing.
:Monophanie_DGR: I love and treasure all my friends, they're seriously the best people I ever met.
:Monokid_DGR: Games, Anime, Music. Love em all and a good chunk of each genre too.
:Monodam_DGR: If you want to know more about me, just ask me.

Discord: Orpheus#2839
Twitter: @AlanCrashGZ
PSN: ChemicalCrash

About adding
All in all, I don't mind people adding me (Leaving a comment would be nice though).
As long as it isn't for:
-Trading/Buying stuff (If I want to do any of that, I'd be the one doing it instead)
-Cause drama/be toxic
-Goes without saying, scammers/hackers.
So yeah, if you aren't here for any of those reasons, you're most welcome to add me.

Unfriending
If I ever unfriend you, it would be mostly because:

-You weren't honest to me of who you truly are, I don't want friends who put on a mask and fake who they are truthfully. Be honest with yourself, as with others.
-Toxicity, If it ever comes down to a point where you're only intoxicating the enviroment around, then I'm sorry but, I don't need to be a part of that.

Other than that, I'll never end up unfriending people. Let alone over not talking to me, I find that very ridicolous that people unfriend those who they don't talk to them. If you want people to talk to you, you also should start the conversations instead of waiting for people to come to you.

Music
I love listening to music often, here are examples of what I like:
Alice In Chains
Pearl Jam
Nirvana
Soundgarden
Stone Temple Pilots
Foo Fighters
=========================== Bands I mostly listen to ===========================
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