For years I can’t stop thinking about transitioning at every second of the day. I want to be able to live as a woman more than anything I ever have.

My male body and face sicken me. For years I’ve had odd thoughts like a strong desire to be a mother biologically since I was 12 which I am growing to understand. I am a woman.

In my dreams I am always a cis woman. I wish I could sleep forever and not have this pain of living as a disgusting ugly male. I cry often about this, even at work.

I’m just dressing and the like in private right now because it’s not safe to come out here, been threatened with death or injury many times for growing my hair long alone. Need money badly in general, so can’t afford much clothing and such.

Finally back on HRT after having stop for a few months due to my living & financial situation, but I’m still quite depressed and in that bad situation.

Need help escaping SC and continuing my transition in a safe, trans-friendly place https://gofund.me/65be3553