thank you everyone for helping me get through this.
im not sure why you clicked on this profile in particular but i am a crazy person so if you like i can tell you a bit of about myself. just start hanging around me if you want to get to know me personally though i play vrchat alot. and i got many youtube channels though i wont post them here do to privacy.
you can also friend me here to get to know me
(deadrunnerz) discord
(frostrivers vr) vrc name (soon to change hopefully)
(Deadrunner111) xbox name
(deadrunner) play station
i found my reason to keep on going it wont bring me joy but its still a reason
i use to feel pain but now i feel nothing