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- Sorry, but I don't accept friend requests from anyone who doesn't leave a comment.
- Main reason why I'm not accepting friend requests anymore is because some people are just too mean.
- So, if you are not a mean person, please leave a comment to explain why you added me. Thank you very much. :heavyheart::heavyheart::heavyheart:
- I used to accept all friend requests for a very long time, but some people were just too mean to me, so, I thought it's pointless to accept more friend requests to find out more mean people, unless I'm sure that the person who added me really wants to be friends.
- I'm very sorry, I never wanted to add this and ask to leave a comment and explain the add; I have always loved and I still do love to add new people and become friends with them, but you will understand when %99.99 of people add you for weird reasons other than being "friends". I even treated them with so much respect and gave tens of thousands of US Dollars to some of those same people in hope that we can be friends, but it didn't work out. No matter what I do, some people don't want to be friends even though they added me; they just added me to get something; money or whatever their weird reason is. They are not even trying to respect the huge amounts of money that they have got from me.
- If I do not accept your friend request, please forgive me and I'm sorry, it's nothing personal, I just don't know if you have added me to be friends with me or not, because, unfortunately, I have had a lot of experiences before with people who added me, some of them even claimed to be my friends, and it got a little weird with them.
- I tried to be too nice and too kind, because I never wanted anyone to feel bad if I said "no" or a not-nice word to them. But, sometimes, some people will make you reach a point where being too nice and too kind will just very deeply or badly harm and hurt you. Sadly, I reached that point.
- I respect that you don't want to comment or say anything, that's your right! But, I'm not going to accept your friend request if you don't comment and explain, because it's really hard for me and I don't have time to check every friend request, I just press the "Ignore All Friend Requests" button every once in a while.
- If you have a private profile; your friend request is instantly ignored. It's common sense to let a person you want to be friends with see you and know some information about you. You're just like a guy who puts on a mask and wears a black coat in an already dark place so that no one sees him and says: "Hey, let's be friends".
- Do you know who are the people who mostly don't want anyone to see them or know anything about them? People who have something to hide, and that thing is not good most of the time. Having a private profile is not amazing, cool, good, or even normal; it's a bad sign that you have something to hide.
- I do respect that you don't want anyone to see your profile, but you really can't ask someone to be friends while you don't want them to see you or your profile, because they will not be comfortable with being your friend since you are totally anonymous to them.
- Finally, it might be a good idea that you speak to our mutual friends, if we have, or someone that I know and knows me in order to give me a heads up to accept your friend request, because I don't check the list of friend requests in the Steam client.
- Please forgive me and I'm sorry again, and also thank you so much for reading this and leaving a comment!
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Makes me wanna get married.
See first of all
I know these so-called playas wouldn't tell you this
But I'ma be real and say what's on my heart
Let's take this chance and make this love feel relevant
Didn't you know I loved you from the start, yeah
When I think about all these years we put in this relationship
Who knew we'd make it this far?
When I think about where we would I be if we were to just fall apart
And I just can't stand the thought of leaving you
Meet me in the altar in your white dress
We ain't getting no younger, we might as well do it
Been feeling all the while girl I must confess
Girl let's just get married
I just wanna get married
Meet me in the altar in your white dress
We ain't getting no younger, we might as well do it
Been feeling all the while girl I must confess
Let's just get married
Baby lets get married
Said I done it all
But frankly girl I'm tired of this emptiness
I wanna come home to you and only you
'Cause making love to just anyone ain't happening
I just gotta be with you
Do you think about us finishing something we started so long ago?
I wanna give you my all
Do you think about us maybe having some babies?
Come on won't you be my lady forever, yeah
I'm ready to commit to you
And I just can't wait for that night
'Cause I need you here with me
And let's start a family
Meet me in the altar in your white dress
We ain't getting no younger, we might as well do it
Been feeling all the while girl I must confess
Girl let's just get married
I just wanna get married
Meet me in the altar in your white dress
We ain't getting no younger, we might as well do it
Been feeling all the while girl I must confess
Let's get married
is meet me in the altar in your white dress
We ain't getting no younger, we might as well do it
Been feeling all the while girl I must confess
Girl let's just get married
I just wanna get married
Meet me in the altar in your white dress
We ain't getting no younger, we might as well do it
Been feeling all the while girl I must confess
Let's get married (lets get married baby)
Meet me in the altar in your white dress
We ain't getting no younger, we might as well do it
Been feeling all the while girl I must confess
Girl let's just get married
I just wanna get married
Meet me in the altar in your white dress
We ain't getting no younger, we might as well do it
Been feeling all the while girl I must confess
Let's get married


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这是一个关于救赎的故事。

最开始是月试图救赎世人。他带着圣母玛丽亚式的纯洁理想,希望创造一个没有恶的世界,而这理想却以索多玛城式的毁灭一切作为终结。(据《旧约•创世纪》:索多玛为淫恶之城,后被天火烧毁)

如此,希望救赎世人的月,他本身已陷入罪之泥沼,他需要被救赎。
能够救赎月的人,只有L。

25集原创的L给月擦脚的情节,引了耶稣给十二门徒洗脚的典故。
L给月擦脚,如同耶稣为门徒门洗去罪孽。
L头发上的水滴在月腿上,如同神流下的眼泪。

耶稣终将为了救赎世人而献出生命,然而,这世界真的获得拯救了么?
这个诸神退位的时代,这个罪孽深重的人间,世人已无从拯救,耶稣不能,月不能,L也不能。

L说,今天的钟声,特别地吵。
那是丧钟。亲爱的。
丧钟为L而鸣,也为月而鸣,亦为世人而鸣。

和漫画不同的是,L倒下的那一瞬间没有说话。
他只是一直一直望着月,最后安静地盍上眼睛。
是的,只是望着月。
归根到底,L想救赎的,只是月而已。

面对着那个如同睡熟了一般的面容,请不要同情,更不要怜悯。
这些世俗的情感,请不要加诸L身上。
因为那是L,唯一能拯救“神”的男人。

最后的时刻整个世界变得血红。如同失火的索多玛城。
在火光中月扶住了他倒下的身体,那姿势如同情人间的拥抱。
不,请不要用“情人”这样世俗的词汇形容我们。

最后一刻,我的眼睛里映出这个少年的身影,他是和我赌上性命战斗的对手。我们的思维相合,远胜情人间的心灵相通,我们的性格相似,远胜情人间的琴瑟合鸣。
这是高山流水般难觅的知音呵。我是一个孤僻的人,然而,纵使我交友如云,也不可能有哪一个人,能让我如对他一样的,费劲心思地探究他的每一个眼神,每一个表情。
我们,其实拥有相同的,骄傲的寂寞的灵魂。

月君,还记得么,半个小时前,我在雨中,你朝我喊话,我支着耳朵装听不见的样子。
其实,我能听见你在说什么。
然而月君,我想听的,其实是你内心深处的声音。

会寂寞吧。
L对月说。
神的寂寞。
希望救赎世人的耶稣,是寂寞的。
试图拯救世界的月,也是寂寞的。
而L,只想救赎月一个人的L,更是寂寞的。

最后L听到了孤儿院里孩子们跑过的欢笑声。在孤儿院时天空似乎总是很蓝,院子里高高的树木把天空围成了一个圆,孤儿院旁是一座教堂,高高的穹顶上有着五彩的玻璃花纹。
如果我可以上天堂。
那么,月呢?

L望着月的嘴角勾起邪笑,闭上了眼睛。
输给你我不遗憾。因为你始终,是称得上我的对手。
然而月君,如果我感到悲哀,不是因为我输了,也不是因为我离开,而是因为我终究无法拯救你。
这是属于神的悲哀与寂寞。
只要你决心成为神,就必然要品尝的悲哀与寂寞。

如果月输给L。L将给他一个地狱,一个让他重生的地狱。
然而月,注定失掉这个好地狱。失掉这唯一的获得救赎的机会。

这悲哀属于L,也属于月。
连地狱也失去的神呵,行走在无望的人间,他走向的,是那个“不能上天堂也不能下地狱”的,最深最黑最绝望的终局。
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