In Memorium: My Mum 12-11-22
Cancer survivor, stroke survivor - taken by pneumonia & cancer together. Tuff ol' Crone. Will miss you.

"I shall rise up higher, stronger & face the future with renewed strength of heart. The Fates be damned!"

I am level 60 in this game of Life.
It's hardcore, one life & death means you are done here. Another journey awaits elsewhere... at least, that's what I hope is true. If I can hang around here for a while, that would be cool too. I can stick around to annoy my family. lol
As a gamer, it would be cool to be able to interact with a computer so I could still game, or enter into the game digitally as a spirit would be amazing! Best afterlife ever!

Alternatively, finding myself in an Isekai world of my own without the "truck" related ending... or any of the overly violent endings. Sorta like the one in which the female main character has a nice "ability" that makes it so she can hop between two worlds. There's one where a male main character inherited a place with a door to go between worlds. Isekai without having to die plus being able to "level up" sounds like the best kind... lol

But for now, while I'm here - I'm moving forward. I want to live my best life, but that right there is different for a lot of people. I just want a piece of land, a home and to be self-reliant as much as possible on it. I know I need to be close to services, and supplies in case I need them. I'm not young anymore, but I feel that I shouldn't 'feel' as old as I do. I feel it inside, that I could be more than what I am right now.
So that's what I want to do. Reach inside and lift myself out of the stagnant existence I've been trapped in for far too long.

If I want change, I have to find it and work for it myself. I need to find help along the way to move things forward as I know I can't do it all alone. But step by step, I have to keep pushing the plan always to the next part, the next goal.

Hope you find your own path to follow too.