get lost

we all have those days those moments when life throws us a curveball when our minds begin to twist and turn where our reality is broken before our very eyes this was one of those days just before arriving home with my family something hit me something inside me snapped my wife and I had lived comfortably in our home for the past 17 years we recently had a child who was growing up so fast I felt like only seconds had passed by and he was already

walking and talking shiver and fear knowing he might one day become the man I am today my wife Melissa was always so caring looking out for me and our child every night after a family walk she'd have ready for us three bowls of piping hot spaghetti it was a recipe she came up with herself and it's flavors never cease to amaze me and my boy she made it every afternoon she'd leave it out on the wooden table I saw it and put together myself in the summer of 1924 to let it cool it smelled so wonderful especially against the fire that crackled inside the brick fireplace everything great in my life was due to her the curtains on the window the green vest with a large button I wore every day she

I was learning to get off my honey addiction I was even getting a little better at snagging fish out of the river sure my I say was getting a little fuzzy from age but I could catch one every now and then Melissa and I hadn't seen a forest fire in weeks and the weather was clearing up things were finally looking up for us things were finally looking up for me but today something was off it was the smell in the air it smelled tampered with as if little fairies were twisting the smell of the air with spells and magic I had been trying therapy medication everything I could but I couldn't cope with my anger and depression any longer the smell in the air had got to me I had become a monster my family rushed to

our house to go inside I I followed behind possessed by the demon inside me I was the last to walk inside the house and the moment I opened that door that was someone I could no longer control the sight of the noodles took over my soul and for a moment I could see the angry ferocious sharptooth grizzly I had tried so hard to overcome melissa knew it too I could see it in her eyes that ♥♥♥♥♥ the truth of the matter is I've been wanting to leave Melissa for months she had certainly been flirting with yogi last Monday she's probably been cheating on me with him too I can't trust her that black bear ♥♥♥♥♥ and my son Timmy he sat there shocked fear in his eyes the only thing left that was

bitter grizzly bear in this moment of anguish I saw my life flash before my eyes in five years Melissa would divorce me for yogi in eight years Timmy would get hunted by a human shot by a Remington shotgun and in ten years well I don't think I'll make it that long I looked down at my spaghetti channeling all my pain and emotion into the saucy bowl of noodles I looked back at my wife and kid I couldn't bear telling them what I was truly feeling inside I opened my mouth and instead of saying what I really wanted to I said in utter defeat somebody touch my spaghetti