Life is such a weird thing.
we can't even define what life is. science cant define it clearly, yet we feel it, sort of see it, and sense that there's something like it. we define our own selves and lives through memories, observations, and sort of choices we make with whatever we are given.

Life, is competitive. Life, is full of struggle. Life is mostly pain than happiness, more hardships than there is relaxation. So many i think sort of give up on it, seeing no sense of meaning due to a sense of helplessness. sense of not having actual choices, but merely an illusion of it. But i think when we give up, it drives our action towards a limited narrow window of apathy, making it worse. So the best we can do is struggle against it all, move forward despite its tendency to bring pain. because that's the only sword we have against the odds, our attitude.
And there has been countless people in the past who has made their name last, made structures that last a millennia, that has not disappeared into the abyss of the bygone time- as a result of their struggle. as a result of trying to do something in life. impacting culture, adding on to inspiration and knowledge of the human race, and bringing our civilization to where we are today. There is a passing on of life, meaning of life, and the essence of the past live on in every single aspect of our modern lives. So even if you don't see the impact you make to the world, there probably is more you are doing than you feel like you are.

We're in a world where life has drastically and permanently changed due to the internet, a network of countless information streaming across the globe near the speed of light. This will make our lives easier and much better than what was possible in the past 5000 years of human history- if we use it right. don't lose hope, we live in a world of anxiety and uncertainty but also a world of possibility and room for improvement. Give life, or what we perceive and call 'life' in general, your best shot. Best choices, best decision, best effort. Because our life and what we know and have, didn't just appear from nowhere. it came from people in the past documenting and passing it on. and you too, will be a part of the future generation, creating and passing on culture, knowledge, and probably more. All of the effort you make and the learning you do, is directly the impact you will have on the future when you pass it on to our next generations.