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John 3:16 - “For God so loved the world, that he gave his only Son, that whoever believes in him should not perish but have eternal life".

Matthew 7:13-14 - "Enter through the narrow gate. For wide is the gate and broad is the road that leads to destruction, and many enter through it. But small is the gate and narrow the road that leads to life, and only a few find it."

1 Peter 3:9 - "Do not repay evil with evil or insult with insult. On the contrary, repay evil with blessing, because to this you were called so that you may inherit a blessing".

1 John 4:19 - "We love because he first loved us".

John 15:13 - "Greater love has no one than this: to lay down one’s life for one’s friends."