Hey there, I'm FEE11NG — just an ordinary person.
Sometimes it feels like there’s a thick, heavy barrier between me and the rest of the world. No matter how hard I try, I never quite seem to fit in.
Most days, life just… keeps going on autopilot. Day after day, year after year — it’s like I’m stuck in a loop I can’t escape.
I don’t have much spark left in me, y’know? Even the things I used to love, I’m just… not into them anymore. Every morning feels like waking up in a fog, with this empty feeling in my chest that just won’t go away.
When I hear people laughing in a crowd, it sounds foreign. Those little joys that come so easily to everyone else? They might as well be on another planet.
I avoid looking up at the sky these days. Its vastness only reminds me how small and disconnected I feel.
Maybe life for me is just about waiting — except I don’t even know what I’m waiting for, or if I even care to wait anymore.
But hey, here I am, still plugging along like everyone else. Quietly living my days. Maybe that’s what life’s all about, huh? Just… existing, even when it doesn’t make much sense.