silva moment

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scroteland

Hello friends. I am coming down from 2 days of euphoric bliss. Prior to this small binge I was convinced it was my time to set it down once & for all. I lasted 4 days & without any hesitation I called my plug. The 4 days were so bad I barely could move. My body felt wrecked & my mind was well not functioning. I had absolutely not a clear thought in my head. All doom & gloom. It has been many months that I took days off. Anyway what my deal is right now as I'm feeling tired & cold is that I fear I will never be special to anyone . I so yearn for a man to make me his number 1. To be someone's person. To feel I am his girl. But I am never chosen. And it is most likely my fate for life. I just am venting & already feel stupid for this rant. Feel free to dismiss this gibberish
thanks for your input
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OKAY I ADMIT IT I LOVE YOU OK i ♥♥♥♥ing love you and it breaks my heart when i see you play with someone else or anyone commenting in your profile i just want to be your boyfriend and put a heart in my profile linking to your profile and have a walltext of you commenting cute things i want to play video games talk in discord all night andw atch a movie together but you just seem so uninsterested in me it ♥♥♥♥ing kills me and i cant take it anymore i want to remove you but i care too much about you so please i'm begging you to eaither love me back or remove me and never contact me again it hurts so much to say this because i need you by my side but if you dont love me then i want you to leave because seeing your icon in my friendlist would kill me everyday of my pathetic life.

happy mothers day daemon.... !!! (u give motherr... )