reproach
space cowboy
Nova Scotia, Canada
shush. sometimes the player created a small, private world that was soft and warm and simple. sometimes hard, and cold, and complicated. sometimes it built a model of the universe in its head; flecks of energy, moving through vast empty spaces. sometimes it called those flecks "electrons" and "protons".

sometimes it called them "planets" and "stars".

sometimes it believed it was in a universe that was made of energy that was made of offs and ons; zeros and ones; lines of code. sometimes it believed it was playing a game. sometimes it believed it was reading words on a screen.

you are the player, reading words...

shush... sometimes the player read lines of code on a screen. decoded them into words; decoded words into meaning; decoded meaning into feelings, emotions, theories, ideas, and the player started to breathe faster and deeper and realised it was alive, it was alive, those thousand deaths had not been real, the player was alive

you. you. you are alive.

and sometimes the player believed the universe had spoken to it through the sunlight that came through the shuffling leaves of the summer trees

and sometimes the player believed the universe had spoken to it through the light that fell from the crisp night sky of winter, where a fleck of light in the corner of the player's eye might be a star a million times as massive as the sun, boiling its planets to plasma in order to be visible for a moment to the player, walking home at the far side of the universe, suddenly smelling food, almost at the familiar door, about to dream again

and sometimes the player believed the universe had spoken to it through the zeros and ones, through the electricity of the world, through the scrolling words on a screen at the end of a dream

and the universe said i love you

and the universe said you have played the game well

and the universe said everything you need is within you

and the universe said you are stronger than you know

and the universe said you are the daylight

and the universe said you are the night

and the universe said the darkness you fight is within you

and the universe said the light you seek is within you

and the universe said you are not alone

and the universe said you are not separate from every other thing

and the universe said you are the universe tasting itself, talking to itself, reading its own code

and the universe said i love you because you are love.

and the game was over and the player woke up from the dream. and the player began a new dream. and the player dreamed again, dreamed better. and the player was the universe. and the player was love.

you are the player.

wake up.

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shush. sometimes the player created a small, private world that was soft and warm and simple. sometimes hard, and cold, and complicated. sometimes it built a model of the universe in its head; flecks of energy, moving through vast empty spaces. sometimes it called those flecks "electrons" and "protons".

sometimes it called them "planets" and "stars".

sometimes it believed it was in a universe that was made of energy that was made of offs and ons; zeros and ones; lines of code. sometimes it believed it was playing a game. sometimes it believed it was reading words on a screen.

you are the player, reading words...

shush... sometimes the player read lines of code on a screen. decoded them into words; decoded words into meaning; decoded meaning into feelings, emotions, theories, ideas, and the player started to breathe faster and deeper and realised it was alive, it was alive, those thousand deaths had not been real, the player was alive

you. you. you are alive.

and sometimes the player believed the universe had spoken to it through the sunlight that came through the shuffling leaves of the summer trees

and sometimes the player believed the universe had spoken to it through the light that fell from the crisp night sky of winter, where a fleck of light in the corner of the player's eye might be a star a million times as massive as the sun, boiling its planets to plasma in order to be visible for a moment to the player, walking home at the far side of the universe, suddenly smelling food, almost at the familiar door, about to dream again

and sometimes the player believed the universe had spoken to it through the zeros and ones, through the electricity of the world, through the scrolling words on a screen at the end of a dream

and the universe said i love you

and the universe said you have played the game well

and the universe said everything you need is within you

and the universe said you are stronger than you know

and the universe said you are the daylight

and the universe said you are the night

and the universe said the darkness you fight is within you

and the universe said the light you seek is within you

and the universe said you are not alone

and the universe said you are not separate from every other thing

and the universe said you are the universe tasting itself, talking to itself, reading its own code

and the universe said i love you because you are love.

and the game was over and the player woke up from the dream. and the player began a new dream. and the player dreamed again, dreamed better. and the player was the universe. and the player was love.

you are the player.

wake up.

https://www.torn.com/2520691 JOIN TORN CITY TODAY
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-Knife History-
Gut Knife | Ultraviolet FT (Traded Up)
Huntsman Knife | Crimson Web FT (Traded Up)
★ StatTrak™ Bayonet | Blue Steel FN (Traded Up)
Butterfly Knife | Night MW (Traded Up)
Butterfly Knife | Slaughter FN (Traded Up)
Karambit | Doppler Phase 3 FN (Traded Up)
Gut Knife | Sapphire FN (Sold)
AWP | Dragon Lore MW (Dropped from Operation, then Sold)
M9 Bayonet | Fade FN (Traded Up)
AK-47 | Fire Serpent MW (Sold)
Huntsman Knife | Forest DDPAT (Unboxed, then Sold)
★ StatTrak™ Butterfly Knife | Case Hardened WW (Unboxed, Traded Up)
★ StatTrak™ M9 Bayonet | Crimson Web FT (Traded Up)
★ StatTrak™ Huntsman Knife | Fade FN (Traded Up then split into two knives)
Navaja Knife | Safari Mesh MW (First split of the Huntsman, gave to my friend SMA)
Falchion Knife | Ultraviolet MW (Second split of the Huntsman, and then Traded Up)
★ StatTrak™ Falchion Knife | Ultraviolet FT (Sold)
★ StatTrak™ Gut Knife | Stained WW (Unboxed, given to Torltee)
Classic Knife | Vanilla (Unboxed, then traded for knife, glove, keys)
Bayonet | Black Laminate WW (1/2, traded)
Moto Gloves | Transport BS (2/2, traded)
Bowie Knife | Marble Fade FN (Traded for with keys)
AK-47 | Fire Serpent BS (Black Lam and Gloves, cashed out)
Moto Gloves | Transport WW (Unboxed, sold)
Navaja Knife | Damascus Steel FT (Got this and some keys for the gloves)
Bowie Knife | Marble Fade FN (Cashed Out)
Navaja Knife | Damascus Steel FT (Cashed Out)
Falchion Knife | Damascus Steel FT (Given to SMA)
Talon Knife | Tiger Tooth FN (Unboxed, traded for playskins and ursus)
Ursus Knife | Damascus Steel FN (Sold)


-Unusual History-
Unusual Convict Cap | Menacing Miasma (Unboxed, then sold to buy CS20 cases)

*DEAD* hamstank : im TRYING TO MAKE STEWIE2k PLAYS ♥♥♥♥ YOU REPORWEACH
*DEAD* [420] Sage boy : ffs mason
*DEAD* wif : mason
*DEAD* wif : stop ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ hacking
*DEAD* BEST PLAYER NA : mason
*DEAD* BEST PLAYER NA : stop ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ on me
*DEAD* Nook : mason stop ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ cheating
a potato‎ : ♥♥♥♥ YOU REPROACH
Fatal Exception Error‎ : polisi ill eat your booty
Polisi‎ : if that makes me good like reproach sure
reproach‎ : <3
c1oudsy‎ : in the nicest way possible i hope i never see you again reproach
*DEAD* boofPACX‎ : lmao reproach
*DEAD* boofPACX‎ : mhm
*DEAD* boofPACX‎ : thats sad
*DEAD* DeezNuts‎ : ok regooch
*DEAD* boofPACX‎ : ♥♥♥♥♥ ass regooch
*DEAD* DeezNuts‎ : ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ regooch
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Cauley Apr 3 @ 4:24am 
Wallhacking in cs2 casuals
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modern beta crew stand UP
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counter strike 2
stadient Jan 18 @ 2:54am 
i cleaned my room today granpda i hope youre proud of me

ill see you soon grandpa
stadient Jan 16 @ 10:10pm 
i wish you would talk to me instead of playing cs all day grandpa
please come home we miss you

-young crippin g
stadient Jan 9 @ 7:55pm 
5 grandchildren and im all 7 of them