Lost in the pessimistic state of perception
It's been hard to participate in natural instances and
Due to my history, I don't know what's next for me, but
Keep my composure, f*ck over anyone next to me
If dean detriment told me love was for negligent
Motherf*ckers that can't seem to keep aware in they head
I'm not self-aware, I'm misled, I'm a hypocrite like the rest
I will k*ll myself if it benefit all of my f*cking friends

I'm sorry, mama, I didn't mean to f*cking hurt you
If I could test my worth, I'll show you heaven on this earth
So if alive or in the dirt, I swear to God, you'll be my first priority
Before the hurt, that mean for better or for worse
I said, I didn't mean to f*cking hurt you
If I had to test my worth, I'll show you heaven on this earth
So if alive or in the dirt, I swear to God, you'll be my first priority
Before the hurt, that mean for better or for worse
I said