i used to be okay with bein' me



It's agonizing. It's everything. It's agonizing like everything-like saying goodbye, falling in love, or bettering yourself. It's probably not as bad as everyone thinks.






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I'm that one bunny idiot you've probably seen around.

I'm not just another face in the crowd, I wanna be someone, something more than I am.

I'm not gonna let the world hold me back.

I've got low self esteem but I'm learning.

I hold my friends close, and hate losing anyone.

There's not a day I don't look back on.


I wake up and I wonder if you're sleeping well
Having good dreams
Feel the carpet beneath my feet
My ankles crack when I get out of bed to start my week

But this one's without you
Just like the last and the one before
Being without you
Feels like I'm living in a different world

During the day I spend all my time
Trying to imagine where we'll be when the hurt is gone
And all my friends say they're proud of me
For making room inside my head so I can finally think

But I still think about you
Every night in my new bed
While my body adjusts to sleeping without you
I close my eyes and pretend that you're near me

Why do we cry when we're there for ourselves?

It's not goodbye, but it feels like it should be, baby