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I've let god down many times, I masturbate a lot and I repent and I masturbate again the next day, I have not masturbated today and it feels good, but I want to keep it the same next day, but I just cant trust myself, I really need help And this might sound silly, but I had a dream last night (night before I woke up today), at the beginning I was being chased by a boy who was possessed by some evil entity, later I saw it cuting my hands with a blade, and the cuts were exactly like the way I self-harmed myself few months ago, in the end of the dream there was a girl who sorta like ran towards the possessed boy and suddenly turned into a angel like being and sorta slashed some weapon into the demon, the demon later ran into a dark room and I saw it getting torn apart. Idk if this is my imagination and ik it all sounds childish, but I thought I'd just ask the meaning of the above dream to you guys

Jag vill träffa en händig man, en kille som kan ta hand om mina vardagsbestyr, de saker som en kvinna inte kan göra. Byta däck på bilen, klippa gräset, byta taklampa och putsa fönster på utsidan. Och jag kommer att ge dig det du inte kan göra själv, din mellan benen kommer ju knappast att suga sig själv va? Jag ligger på rygg och du tar hand om mig precis som du tog hand om däckbytet på bilen, du smörjer upp mig som en gammal maskin som behöver det och jag tar hand om dig precis som du vill.

+rep very good player

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Great guy ! :)