https://www.deviantart.com/waedablea

A brief description of me :3

But first, A man who deserves my wall...

Quenny:
Jaed :diamond:
It's been 2 years and it's been a pleasure playing with you. I will not forget our times together; all the laughs, the fights, the discussions and etc. You're the only trans I support and I wish you all the good fortune.

-A casually competitive player looking to be the best at "blank" in the world eh at least try.
-:3 feel free to add me :P and for fun just msg me.
-I am a nice person (you'll know soon enough xD) and i don't bite msg ME ^-^ just dont annoy me
-i am a casual artist, i am always willing to talk so feel free. i might be afk or busy so not always xD

Dreamteam: xX/\Pfs/\Xx

- "This world is a cruel one, lets just forget about it. Cuz care free should be a true life style of people who mean something, and remember if you need a break take it."

For those who want to know me better you have continued down a long path of small details. I can share these details but only with people I trust.

Whats it like being a transgender female?
-Being trans is a litteral hell hole and the thing is its not a choice :'( if i had the choice i wouldnt be taking pills to become more comfortable in my body and be born female,
imagine looking in the mean mirror but when you look in it you dont see you :o you are staring at a body that moves like you but it isnt you this is how i feel every morning when i brush my teeth or take a shower the contimplation of my body discourages me from being myself when someone refers me as the wrong gender its like a part of me is being stripped away. however ive had long hair for a while and im getting an hour glass figure slowly (trying to dress female is also a nightmare but thats another story) so its harder to tell that i was born male i often get called "miss" while at work and its the best feeling in the world like everything lines up correctly. but this is only the start now then imagine you're in your body but you know nothing for most trans women they suffer the same thing most cis women are lucky to know how to brush thier hair or how to act proper or how to use make up (trust me we want to learn but we are scared we will look like a unbaked cake) whoops ;3; i was ranting next question.

Are you really a girl?
-erm yes?

Why is your voice so MANLY!?!?
-okay so lets be honest here i have to put a lot of focus into gaming and to put a voice that is hard to control while gaming is hard enough :/
however i dont use my femine voice because i am afriad :( (lame reason i know but what do you expect 21 years of hiding how i feel kinda builds a wall of discouragement)

UPDATE!!!!!!

-currently changing my voice but now i sound like a 13 year old animegirl

Why do you play scout even though you suck?
-i do not ;~;
(i played on a really bad pc and only recently getting enough frames to actaully play the game competitively)

Why do you mge?
-because its fun :) idk why do you breathe!

What games do you play?
-im willing to play any and all games if i like the game i will play it (exloding single players if i like it i beat it the end never touch it agian). however i like to play with friends (even if they arent on)

-AMD athon II dual core 3.0 GHZ
-GTX 750 TI (one fan) graphics card with a vga adapter
-2x2 gb ddr3 ram
-1Terabyte hdd +backup350 gb hdd
-850w BQ evga bronze series power supply (little overkill but it works
-silverstone bl06 pro (red and black theme)
-foxconn motherboard (havent look to deep into it)

-Team Fortress 2 - Hipfire
Sensitivity 1: sensitivity "4.05"
360° distance: 5.0505 inches
Config FOV: 90
Actual VFOV: 73.74 degrees
Actual HFOV: 106.29 degrees

Moniter
-some gifted emachine moniter

Windows verion
- windows 10 thats it

Microphone
-built in laptop mic
-logictech g430 wired (headset) BROKEDED

Headphones
-earbuds from dollar store (multiple types)
-Jvc embeded L and R headphones with non working mic
-logitech G430 set to dts headphone surround sound for first person shooter and usb corded adapter

Keyboard
-logitech k120

Mouse details
-dell dollar store mouse with like 300 dpi
-Razor DeathAdder2013
-model no. :RZ01-0084, Gaming Mouse (a good product made in china!!!?!?!)
-max dpi settings 6400
-current dpi set at 3800 800
-corded gold plated usb (for faster inputs)


-Intel Celeron quad core processor N2930 (up to 2.16 GHz)
-Intel HD Graphics
-8GB DDR31 Memory
-500 GB HDD
-aspire E15 Touch
-model # E5-511P-C9BM

Mouse details
-dell dollar store mouse with like 300 dpi
-Razor DeathAdder2013
-model no. :RZ01-0084, Gaming Mouse (a good product made in china!!!?!?!)
-max dpi settings 6400
-current dpi set at 3800 800
-corded gold plated usb (for faster inputs)

Microphone
-built in laptop mic
-logictech g430 wired (headset)

Headphones
-earbuds from dollar store (multiple types)
-Jvc embeded L and R headphones with non working mic
-logitech G430 set to dts headphone surround sound for first person shooter and usb corded adapter


Monitor
-laptop's touch screen

keyboard
-laptop's keyboard with keypad
-logitech k120

what steam says im using xD
Computer Information:
Manufacturer: To Be Filled By O.E.M.
Model: To Be Filled By O.E.M.
Form Factor: Desktop
No Touch Input Detected

Processor Information:
CPU Vendor: AuthenticAMD
CPU Brand: AMD Ryzen 3 2200G with Radeon Vega Graphics
CPU Family: 0x17
CPU Model: 0x11
CPU Stepping: 0x0
CPU Type: 0x0
Speed: 3493 Mhz
4 logical processors
4 physical processors
HyperThreading: Unsupported
FCMOV: Supported
SSE2: Supported
SSE3: Supported
SSSE3: Supported
SSE4a: Supported
SSE41: Supported
SSE42: Supported
AES: Supported
AVX: Supported
CMPXCHG16B: Supported
LAHF/SAHF: Supported
PrefetchW: Unsupported

Operating System Version:
Windows 10 (64 bit)
NTFS: Supported
Crypto Provider Codes: Supported 311 0x0 0x0 0x0

Video Card:
Driver: Microsoft Basic Display Adapter
DirectX Driver Name: nvldumd.dll
Driver Version: 10.0.17134.1
DirectX Driver Version: 24.21.13.9924
Driver Date: 6 21 2006
OpenGL Version: 4.6
Desktop Color Depth: 32 bits per pixel
Monitor Refresh Rate: 75 Hz
DirectX Card: NVIDIA GeForce GTX 750 Ti
VendorID: 0x10de
DeviceID: 0x1380
Revision: 0xa2
Number of Monitors: 2
Number of Logical Video Cards: 2
No SLI or Crossfire Detected
Primary Display Resolution: 1280 x 1024
Desktop Resolution: 2880 x 1024
Primary Display Size: 13.35" x 10.67" (17.09" diag)
33.9cm x 27.1cm (43.4cm diag)
Primary Bus: PCI Express 8x
Primary VRAM: 2047 MB
Supported MSAA Modes: 2x 4x 8x

Sound card:
Audio device: FullHD TV (2- NVIDIA High Defin

Memory:
RAM: 7097 Mb

Miscellaneous:
UI Language: English
Media Type: Undetermined
Total Hard Disk Space Available: 1258624 Mb
Largest Free Hard Disk Block: 380287