heyhey! im deer
23, she/her it/its
im just some dumb stoner furry girl who didnt expect what fate had in for her. prolly gonna die near a waterfall

sorry if i act weird a lot im schizoaffective, and have BPD and DID (16 alters total)
i cant really be sober anymore without hallucinating and breaking mentally. so i try to be high often
i got the bad trauma

mental illness gives me extreme rizz, everyone wants a hit of me for some reason now
poly (open ig but not looking)
puppy 29/1/22
kitty 24/3/24
vai 1/4/24
ari 13/4/24
dylan 18/5/24
ian 3/2/24


currently a nurse and studying for medschool

im into too many games but i also love a lot of anime, music and books!
gonna be drawing soon too hopefully and putting them on my page

currently obsessing over homestuck and weed i guess

you can friend me if you want but if we havent talked in game im prolly gonna reject it

I'm sitting on the 501
A moment's rest
A glacial pace
I won't lose faith

Maybe if I stay
Or ran the rest
To prove myself
I'd still save face

Now we're on our way
Before I quit
At half past 9
Can't get out of this
And now I've lost
That little time

I guess I'll make it

Yeah I said that I
I'll come along this time but when I try
I get the feeling I someday will die
And I'm not going to care

I never sleep
I never eat
I never leave my house alone
Another evening in between
What I believe and what I know