Another random thought……

In this world the most powerful emotion that we have really is the feeling of love that we have towards other people …Now I am NOT talking about sex because people can have sex with anybody and basically that is not a sign of love … Often times the person or the people that you love the most in your life…you don’t have sex with them…. Ok so sex and love ..no not the same thing!!!! You can love someone and not even have any type of those type of feelings or romance involved…

Ok here is a sign of love….. Its when you feel like you would want to give somebody everything you have , when you find yourself on your knees praying for somebody else and asking god to bless them more than god blesses you!!! ..and the person doesn’t even have to know that you are asking god to do this ..you want to give the person more than you even have , and sometimes you get frustrated when you love someone and you don’t have enough to give that person.

One thing about being a human that I have noticed is that you are only allowed to express love to certain people ..It doesn’t matter who the hell you feel love for if you express it to the wrong people regardless of how you feel inside basically it is not appropriate so you have to pretend you don’t feel a deep love for somebody else , or you have to feel it and keep it inside of you which sucks!!!!

You know I have ‘Liked ‘ a lot of people in my life but their only have been a few people in my life that I have met that for some dam reason I found myself deeply in love with .. I hate to use the word love because people automatically think that love has something to do with romance or sex or **** like that!!!!! Nooo Love is like what you feel towards a brother or son or a sister or a daughter …that’s love … !!!!

Wouldn’t it be nice to just feel love towards people. I hope and pray that whatever it is that we experience when we cross over to the other side beyond this life I hope we are allowed to express our love to other people without it being bad or wrong..I think about that over my coffee a lot.

The most painful thing you can go through in your life is the pain inside and much of depression is a reflection of pain that you feel in your heart , and the greatest pain that you can feel in your heart is to love a person and know that that person doesn’t love you back and never will.


Peace and Love

Storm xxx