Now I understand why people online act weird, some tips to stop being like Kangel irl:
- Get a job or do something meaningful in life, cuz you can
- You don't need attention daily basis, you can love yourself easily
- Go gym, walk, hangout with people, dw no one will judge you for being cringe, fat or needy
- Try to be yourself, having many personas on the internet won't do any use on the long run

If you feel you're like Kangel, you can try to seek therapy or talk to someone you trust & etc.......there are a lot of solutions out there.

Funny anecdote: During animation class in college i was working on my final project, when i got a steam notification, one of my friends gifted me this game with this specific message:
"Don't put NSFW games on your Wishlist. They are seen by everyone lmao. sincerely Julian"

Turns out two of my classmates heard me out when I read the message out loud, i didn't know if i should've felt ashamed or laugh because they were rolling on the ground laughing.

on the other side one of said classmates realized he downloaded a NSFW blender model because he didn't read the description. All of this happened on the same class.

You can't fix her.

Sincerely, her.