Alan says live and love for now - you can't change the past, the future doesn't exist, just the crest of a wave that is THE NOW : be grateful you have that NOW.

I know this ♥♥♥♥ is tragic, toss your ♥♥♥♥♥ up like a salad
Walk up in the Mansion, I just made a money pallet
Trappin’ out the bando, selling crack up in the alley
I said my young ♥♥♥♥♥♥ act a fool with the tool
Contemplating, should I drop a four or drop a deuce?
Heard you a real slick looking for a good lick
But my ♥♥♥♥♥♥ ain’t going for the ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
I got the stick, ♥♥♥♥♥ don’t trip