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I̷'̷m̷ ̷f̷i̷n̷e̷

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Doomed to suffer,
Cursed to live and endure.
Made no endeavor,
How can you be so sure.
Days fly by and,
Divine intervention drags me.
I cried rivers to be,
Drifted away for an eternity.
Never knew fear,
But the fear to be alone.
Now it's all here,
And all hope was gone.
A table and an ashtray,
I can hear them all in my head.
I wish it'd all go away,
Knowing how it feels to be dead.
A gloomy small white room,
And a bedside table.
wishing to meet my doom,
But I was never able.
Gray sky in the distance,
And never a sunshine of hope.
All I'd do at this instance,
Is to tie a noose from this rope.
How can you be so sure,
Cursed to suffer this pain all alone.
Destiny made no endeavor,
As I lie down on this empty throne.
Been tired and broken,
Can never see the colors of life.
Yet my spirit is awoken,
Fighting for my dead soul to thrive.
Coughing away scarlet mucus,
Hoping for the hour I won't survive.
Would I ever be a big nuisance,
When I perish and quit being alive.
Can you behold my life from my eyes,
And see how far with it can you go.
A world full of hypocrisy and dirty lies,
And never a safe roof to stay below.
It's funny how I feel about my curse,
And how I keep it far from others.
It's not that I fear it'll be any worse,
But I'm sure that no one bothers.

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