Hi there! I'm a short stack, fluffy ball of passionate fire, sometimes it shines through too much, sometimes I'm too emotional, but I'm real, an I can tell you that I give fifty hoots about the trashbags an friends that wander into my life.

From this little point on in the showcase, I post little paragraphs for epiphanies an things I've noticed over the years to show things about myself, it'll be expansive an maybe too much for some folks. It all matters to me. I'd appreciate you reading it an taking it to heart, reflecting, maybe take something home from it too.

Stuff changes, people change, an you know what? Cool, not everything is destined to work but you can try, an try, an try, as long as you got your heart in it, you can try to be the best you that you can be for yourself an everyone around you.

I'm an imperfect, damaged being. I'm not nice all the time, I'm mean, flawed, an sometimes I'm just not wanting to be flawed, so I wanna act like I'm not. I'm honest though, I won't lie to you, but if you hurt people, if you hurt me, bite me, make me bleed, I'll straighten you out an bite you back, consider it a promise.

Lately I've expected less, an I'm happy with less, but there's still moments I find dissatisfaction with certain things, certain people, it's just a normal part of life. Finding those small few folks you can hold onto with all dear life, the ones that matter most an can let you know you're loved without saying it -- those are the ones that you need, the ones that are like family. Find your family.

Hurt is natural an it's hard to take in sometimes, but usually it's a necessary evil to bleed a little to toughen up. Ignoring the problems will make them stack, hiding from the hurt will make you more scared of the pinch pain that the needle dosing you will give. It's okay to hurt, just keep your head on straight, have clarity, an remember that the pain stops an you'll be better because of it.

If you got a problem an you're here in real time, I'd appreciate you having the balls to tell me. It saves us both pain, it stops something bad from brewing an frankly, if you can't handle confronting me, you don't need to be here, I have enough problems, so do you, so please just be frank an talk truthfully without fear, I'll respect you for it.

To everyone that's stuck out for me, I love you all, I appreciate you like my own special little family, you all are so wonderful.

Also thanks if you bothered to read these walls of text about emotions letting you know what I feel, I appreciate that so much.

Big Squeak#2048

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