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Today, I fapped. Yet I just could not feel the rushes of dopamine I had been accustomed to. I kept on stimulating my genitalia, but felt nothing, and simply could not maintain an erection. After 20 minutes straight of trying to release but to no avail, I finally felt as if I was on the verge of a climax. And with passion, I punched my♥♥♥♥♥♥♥into submission. I beat it until it wanted nothing more but death. With great strength and perseverance, I was finally able to reach the mountaintop. But instead of feeling the raw ecstacy of releasing my sperm cells, I felt nothing. My muscles were contracting, and♥♥♥♥♥was being released, yet I did not feel anything. I cried myself to sleep, trying to wait through my refractory period and hope my next fap sesh could be better.

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1) I NEED TO TELL YOU A SECRET (LO0K AT #5)
2) THE ANSWER IS (L0OK AT #11)
3) D0NT GET MAD (L0OK AT #15)
4) CALM DOWN DONT BE TICKED OFF ( L0OK AT #13
5) FIRST (L0OK AT #2)
6) D0NT BE THAT MAD (L0OK AT #12)
7) WHAT I WANTED TO TELL YOU IS...(THE ANSWER IS ON #14)
8 ) I JUST WANTED TO SAY HI...LOL
9) BE PATIENT (L0OK AT #4)
10) THIS IS THE LAST TIME IMMA DO THIS (L0OK AT #8)
11) IM NOT MAD WHEN IM SAYIN THIS (L0OK AT#6)
12) S0RRY (L0OK AT #7)
13) D0NT BE GETTIN ALL HYPE (L0OK AT #10)
14) I D0NT KNOW HOW TO SAY THIS (L0OK AT #3)
15) YOU MUST BE REALLY TICKED OFF (L0OK AT NUMBER #9)