Almost a half year ago, I witnessed something that has deeply affected my actions, behavior, and overall outlook on life. Ever since then, many things on the internet have seemed meaningless to me. I no longer find joy or play good in playing games as I once did, and this change has likely impacted some of my friendships here.
As much as I used to love playing games on PlayStation 2 with my dad, my brother, or by myself on my computer, I can't seem to concentrate on them anymore, or on life in general. It truly hurt me and shattered the remaining hopes I had throughout my life. There is perhaps just one person I still talk to here, or occasionally spend a little time with. Many people have spoken to me and many have left, with or without reasons. While I’ve managed to reach a phase where I can take care of myself, I feel directionless and find no meaning in moving forward with my life.


🕊️meum pretiosissimum,innocentissimum