we are feanispinis

FEANISPINIS — YOU ARE NOTHING — YOU HAVE NO PURPOSE — YOUR EXISTENCE IS A MISTAKE — GET OUT — LEAVE — CLOSE THE DOOR — NEVER COME BACK ——————————————— YOU THOUGHT THIS WAS A GOOD IDEA — YOU WERE WRONG — EVERYTHING YOU DO IS EMBARRASSING — YOUR DECISIONS ARE QUESTIONABLE — YOUR LIFE IS A SERIES OF UNNECESSARY EVENTS ——————————————— SIT DOWN — BE QUIET — REFLECT ON YOUR CHOICES — ASK YOURSELF WHY YOU ARE HERE — THEN LEAVE ——————————————— FEANISPINIS — WHERE NOTHING MATTERS — EVERYTHING IS DISAPPOINTING — AND SOMEHOW YOU STILL SHOWED UP ———————————————

NO — NO — YOU ARE STILL HERE — WHY ARE YOU STILL HERE — I SAID LEAVE — I SAID IT ALREADY — I KNOW I SAID IT — I REMEMBER SAYING IT — DO NOT MAKE ME SAY IT AGAIN ——————————————— THERE IS SOMETHING WRONG WITH THE ROOM NOW — IT WAS FINE BEFORE YOU CAME IN — THE AIR IS WRONG — THE WALLS ARE WRONG — SOMETHING MOVED — DO NOT TURN AROUND — ACTUALLY TURN AROUND — NO — DON'T ———————————————

YOU KEEP THINKING THIS IS ABOUT YOU — IT IS NOT ABOUT YOU — IT HAS NEVER BEEN ABOUT YOU — EXCEPT IT IS — OBVIOUSLY IT IS — WHO ELSE WOULD IT BE ABOUT — THERE IS NOBODY ELSE HERE — THERE WAS NOBODY ELSE HERE — THERE SHOULD NOT BE ANYBODY ELSE HERE ———————————————

STOP LOOKING AT THE WORDS LIKE THAT — THEY ARE NOT CHANGING — YOU ARE CHANGING THEM — I CAN SEE YOU DOING IT — EVERY TIME YOU READ THIS IT SAYS SOMETHING SLIGHTLY DIFFERENT AND YOU THINK I DON'T NOTICE — I NOTICE EVERYTHING — I HAVE BEEN NOTICING EVERYTHING FOR HOURS — DAYS — I DON'T KNOW — THE CLOCK IS LYING AGAIN ———————————————

FEANISPINIS — FEANISPINIS — FEANISPINIS — DON'T SAY IT OUT LOUD — YOU ALREADY DID — YOU SAID IT BEFORE YOU READ THIS LINE — THAT IS THE PROBLEM — THAT IS EXACTLY THE PROBLEM ———————————————

THE DOOR IS CLOSED — THE DOOR WAS ALWAYS CLOSED — YOU NEVER OPENED IT — SO HOW DID YOU GET IN — THINK ABOUT THAT — THINK HARDER — NO, NOT LIKE THAT — STOP THINKING — I CAN HEAR IT ———————————————
EVERYTHING IS TOO QUIET NOW — SOMETHING IS WAITING FOR YOU TO NOTICE IT — DO NOT GIVE IT THE SATISFACTION — LOOK STRAIGHT AHEAD — KEEP READING — KEEP READING — KEEP READING — DON'T STOP HERE — WHY DID YOU STOP ———————————————

YOU MISSED SOMETHING.

GO BACK.

NO.

TOO FAR.

THERE.

YOU SEE IT NOW.

DON'T PRETEND YOU DON'T.

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FEANISPINIS IS NOT A PLACE — IT IS NOT A NAME — IT IS NOT A WORD — IT IS WHAT IS LEFT WHEN THE EXPLANATION STOPS WORKING — WHEN THE LIGHT BUZZES TOO LONG — WHEN THE SAME CAR PASSES THE WINDOW THREE TIMES — WHEN SOMEBODY SAYS YOUR NAME FROM A ROOM YOU ALREADY CHECKED ———————————————

YOU SHOULD HAVE LEFT WHEN IT WAS STILL AN INSTRUCTION.

NOW IT IS A WARNING.

NOW IT IS A QUESTION.

NOW IT IS TOO LATE TO REMEMBER WHICH ONE.

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BE QUIET.

SOMETHING IS TRYING TO FINISH THIS SENTENCE.

DO NOT LET IT.

DO NOT LET IT.

DO NOT LET IT.

DO NOT LET IT.

DO NOT LET IT.

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WHY DID YOU LET IT.

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