explosion effect lasts after death into old save

[Hollowed]

for some reason, if a grenade is going off right after I die / when I revert to an old save, sometimes the explosion visuals are still around when I get back to an old save. Does this happen to anyone else, or is it just me? And does anyone know of a fix? It started happening right when I downloaded F4SE and switched my mod load order a bit.
plugins / load order
GameMode=Fallout4

Fallout4.esm=1
CraftableAmmo.esp=1
CraftableAmmo_plus.esp=1
no_level_reqs.esp=1
Crafting Workbench.esp=1
Crafting Workbenches - Ammo.esp=1
Crafting Workbenches - Ammo Special.esp=1
Crafting Workbenches - Pre War and Manufactured.esp=1
Crafting Workbenches - Power Armor.esp=1
LoweredSprintAPDrain.esp=1
LongerPowerLinesInf.esp=1
Balanced Fusion Core Drain.esp=1
EasyHacking.esp=1
Faster EXP - 2x.esp=1
NoNegativeAffinityNo♥♥♥♥s.esp=1
NoAffinityCooldown.esp=1
TrueStormsFO4.esp=1
ShaikujinSettlementAttacked.esp=1
dD-Enhanced Blood.esp=1
QuickExitToStand.esp=1
QuickEnterFromStand.esp=1
MoreSpawns_Medium.esp=1
LegendaryAllDifficulties50x.esp=1
LegendaryRarity75.esp=1
Busty.esp=1
Fr4nssonsLightTweaks.esp=1
SWTS.esp=1
Survival50MoreEnemyDamage.esp=1
Survival65LESSPCDamage.esp=1
Weaponry Overhaul.esp=1
Armorsmith Extended.esp=1
MoreWeaves.esp=1
Better Explosives - Superlite.esp=1
Better Explosives - More Resistent Power Armor 30.esp=1
Better Explosives - Grenade Frequency 15.esp=1

[Meadows]

I think I have seen this but honestly I can't tell if its not just in my head because I load so fast.

[Hollowed]

I mean it sticks around in the new game, as in there's a giant unmoving ball of fire that stays there until I quit to the main menu

[Hollowed]

bump?

[Hollowed]

Bump
Up
My
Post-apocolyptic game glitch thread

[Lucid]

I have seen similar with the sparking wire visuals on unmodded FO4. I have a spark that floats in mid air, creates light and sound, and persists through saves. I even tried storing all of the wires and conduits, disabling the generators, etc. Seems I will forever have this floating spark in The Castle.

[Vardis]

exit all the way out and go back in. some stuff persists when it shouldn't when you die, and there are other issues that also require a full exit to load properly.

[[GGA] OkelDoctor]

The thing I hate is when a car explodes after you load a save in wich it was already gone, or a Suicider nuking you again. Happens often just by leaving a area and coming back. Walking around and *BOOM* right were it exploded 30 min ago.