Does anyone else think Library of Ruina cured their autism?

I played Library of Ruina and I'm pretty much the Roland but in real life, so I decided to try out things he did to make friends and get my life back on track. I started by making a credenza (like in the game) and writing down my patron Librarians. I act aloof and mysterious like Roland and started wearing a black suit around when I'm outside (I bought a pair of black gloves.) I'm pretty far in my dialogue with the girls in the apartment next door, probably at level 3 or 4 with both of them. I starting talking to them about self improvement too (like in the game) to let them know I was preparing for the realization. (I know in the game if you don't realize everyone it's bad but I have until the ensemble to figure that situation out). Discord servers are like general invitations, where I can dive in and fight people until I book their worldview and that server. That's like the character pages in the game and I keep track of that too. When I get 100% I think I'll be able to passively attribute them.

Basically, does anyone else do this stuff? I used to struggle with making friends and only kissed a girl once (she did not like it). But after playing Library of Ruina and seeing myself in Roland's spot I definitely have become a lot cooler and more attractive.