D E T E R M I N A T I O N
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Hello. I have met many people and you may be reading this for one reason or another...
Either way, thank you for taking the time to read this. I do like to make friends but I am only one person whom is trying to get their life together. I am sorry if I don't talk to you for some time but feel free to message me anytime~ I promise I'll respond as soon as I can.

Basic information so you know but I prefer you talking to me to get to know who I am.

I don't really think much of myself and I kinda envy all of the other people that have paragraphs about themselves, their friends, and their experiences. For me, it's kinda weird. I appreciate good friends, but my life made me jaded against how I keep communication with friends as I've developed a coldness where I expect my friends to leave me for one reason or another... In the end I am a pessimist. This is because I appreciate everything I have, and I would rather be surprised when something goes well rather than be disappointed when something goes worse than expected. I struggle with "feeling" that I'm worth much or can do much. I KNOW I'm not worthless, but I've yet to find an ongoing passion. That or maybe I'm just a lazy peice of horse that can't
ing do anything and need negative reinforcements to make me do what I know I can do... but I will never act to harm myself. Selfish destruction is the most hurtful form of vanity.


Random Personal Quote: Lies make everything terrible. And it hurts those who care for you. So be nice and don't lie. Because I'm tired of people being selfish and mean...

(Special thanks to PopToyFan15 for Ori and the Blind Forest!)
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Pride: To think of yourself or that which is yours to be above others or in high opinion.
Opposite: Shame. To be ashamed is to feel as though something is seen as terrible and not something preferred to possess.
Quelled by: Humility/Being humble. To not brag or show-off your abilities, qualities, or stature.
Lesson: Learn to have self-esteem and confidence rather than cockiness and haughtiness.

Gluttony:To eat or drink excessively; to have more than necessary. Based on the idea of excess, having beyond what is needed.
Opposite: Fasting. To refrain from eating or drinking (besides water in controlled amounts) at all, usually to a degree of hunger, or to stop having something "cold turkey" that is to completely stop from doing an action that is seen as a habit.
Quelled by: Moderation. To balance between having too much or too little of something.
Lesson: Learn your limits and balance things out. There is a time for everything.

Greed: To always want more and more and more and more and you get the idea.
To want a thing in an endless loop of always wanting more. Money is common to be greedy about.
Opposite: Generosity. To give and keep giving. Sometimes charity is considered the same as being generous. A generous person always gives rather than wants.
Quelled by: Sharing. You don't keep it all to yourself, but you don't give it all away.
Lesson: Wanting more is not always a bad thing. Just make sure there's a reason to want it beyond just having it for yourself especially when it's unecessary or more than you need.

Wrath:To destroy, to make suffer... To make them pay for what they've done.
Opposite:Help. To create in association. To agree to help is to also do what they do rather than to make them be punished for it to say you're against.
Quelled by: Forgiveness. To no longer hold a grudge or have a vendetta against someone for their actions, whether or not they have made amends.
Lesson:Fighting for your beliefs is admirable and should be done, but you must learn there will be consequences and may cost more than what it's worth if your goal is worth anything.

[www.furaffinity.net]Lust: To desire something in a feeling of great want or need. Usually sexual.
Opposite: Fear. To not desire in any way, shape, or form as to not keep any type of association to it, physical or otherwise usually because it is something that causes pain or suffering. Fear is based on realization of something that is out of your control, unble to be stopped, or something you can not correct, change, or persuade in any way.
Quelled by: Love. To want to give and give unto the other for their satisfaction instead of one's own, ignoring any form of one's own preferences, keeping a peaceful bond or relationship with it.
Lesson: You understand how to comfort others and be a positive influence on them while understanding people are different in their preferences.

Envy: To desire what someone else possesses that one's self does not own.
Opposite: Pity. To not desire what someone else possesses, usually to it being an unfavorable situation, trait or otherwise.
Quelled by: Appreciation. To take into account and make acknowledgement of what one's self does possess, usually in a manner showing acceptance of it and even gratefulness to have it.
Lesson: You see a goal to strive for, but you also understand that you may not need what they have just because it looks nice with them.

Sloth: To not act, to be lazy.
Opposite: Action, to perform, to act, to do, to do, to do to do to do, to do to doooooooooooo...
Quelled by: Responsibility. The state or fact of having a duty to deal with something or of having control over someone. You must take action to keep responsibilities. You have a decision to take responsibility to make something happen, or even to make something not happen.
Lesson: You may have to work for some time, but you know that some things just need to be done, and you may realize you enjoy resting/relaxing more than usual, knowing you deserve it now. You now understand that you do always have a choice... regardless of feelings and instincts, though you may not always be able to make them.