Here are some things about me:


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"Can I get a rope, a hand. I think I'm on the edge again. A new crash landing, don't need somebody I can lean on, I need a shoulder I can bleed on. Can I get some help, a fix. Cuz damn I'm broken. Lying here cut wide open, Don't need a promise I can feed on, I need a shoulder I can bleed on."

I am 23 years old
My all time favorite game series is Kingdom Hearts!!! it's goated, even the sub par entries imo.
I really enjoy playing the Gen 3-5 Pokemon games.
A big fan of Bakugan also, I really like playing the game on Wii and DS, I also used to collect them IRL.
Swords and Sandals is a favorite flash game series of mine from back in the early 2010s
TF2 is my favorite shooter game.

Why does everything bad have to happen to me? nothing good for 2 decades.

I have chronic depression, only 23 years old, but I have been used by too many people, hurt, beat down to the ground, mentally abused, bullied, pushed out of the way, lied to, and gaslit. I have endured so much pain since becoming a young adult at 18 and officially 3 years old in adult years (I consider 20 and up as adult years, so if you are 21, you would technically be a new born adult as of 1 years old, 30 = 10, etc...) at this point in my life, all I feel like is a pain sponge, that soaks up all this negativity, no matter how good I treat people or how much I do for people, something always comes to haunt me, the past 5 years have been a living hellish nightmare for me, I wish I would just wake up and it be my 18th birthday again so that I can re-do everything, take all this pain back, it hurts, it's a constant aching feeling that never goes away, no matter how many years pass... Any who, those are a few things about me, if I think of anything else, I will update.

I have a discord:

Cynder#1665