I'd pray to God that you would choke
If I had one
I'd put a noose around your throat
If I had one
Now I'd put this bullet through your skull
If I had one
No, I don't have proof, But I would kill you
If I had some

I'd go right back to when we met
(If I only could)
Put poison thoughts inside your head
(♥♥♥♥ you up for good)
I'd love to torture you to death
(And you know I would)
To make sure the cancer doesn't spread

You've got my confession
You can write this down
You ain't go no business
So shut your mouth
Now if they find you face down in a ditch
I hope they don't hear this

You took her choice away
Like she was your prey
And I bet she's not the only onе
If you think it's in the past
And you're over that
I would only ask
What would happеn if I said your name?
(What would happen if I said your name?)

I'd put a scar in you for life
If I had the chance
I'd make it hurt but keep you alive
And I bet I can
I'd make you feel the way she did
With the worst parts enhanced
And then you'll be the victim of a man

You've got my confession
You can write this down
You ain't got no business
So shut your mouth
Now if they find you face down in a ditch
I hope they don't hear this

You took her choice away
Like she was your prey
And I bet she's not the only one
If you think it's in the past
And you're over that
I would only ask
What would happen if I said your name?
(What would happen if I said your name?)


When you see me gaze off into nothing, do not call my name.
I am too busy imagining a different life.
When you see me madly scratch my paper, do not ask me what I am doing.
I am trying to kill the voices in my head.
When you see my grip tighten on my hair, do not think too much.
I just want my head to stop hurting.
When you see me playing with my hands, do not tell me to stop.
I am making sure I am still alive.
When you see me walking alone, do not come to my side.
I am probably just trying to calm myself down.
If you ever see bruises on my collar bones, please do not ask me where I got them.
I woke up with them.
If you ever see the scars on my arms, please do not assume they were made last week.
They’re from another life, they just didn’t want to leave.
If you ever see my knuckles bleed, please do not ask me what is going on.
I am trying to forget about it.
If you ever see my hands shake while they’re sitting on my lap, please do not make fun of me.
I do not know why they do that.
If I ever come home late do not ask me where I was.
I was busy being me.
If I ever seem distant do not ask me where I am.
I am here, I just don’t want to be.
If I ever tell you I don’t care, do not assume I am playing it cool
I really don’t care.
If I ever screw something up, please do not yell at me.
I will clean up my mistakes.
If I ever hurt you, do not hate me.
Sometimes I forget how to be human.
Please do not ask me if I am okay.
I am never “okay”.
Please do not try to figure me out.
I am simple I just like secrets.
Please do not try to hug me or touch me it makes my skin feel like it’s burning.
Please do not try to comfort me.
You look stupid.