⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⡿⠟⠛⠛⢿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿
⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⡿⠋⣠⣾⣿⠿⡦⠙⠛⠿⣿⣿⣿⣿
⠛⣛⠛⠻⣿⣿⣿⡟⢡⡾⢛⣩⣶⣾⢩⣿⣿⣶⣄⠙⢿⣿
⠸⣿⣿⣶⣄⠙⢿⢃⣫⣴⣿⣿⣿⡇⣾⣿⡄⠘⣿⣷⡀⢿
⣆⠙⣿⣻⣿⣷⣄⣼⣿⣧⣸⢛⣛⣃⣿⣿⣷⣀⣹⣿⣧⠘
⣿⡧⢈⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⢾⣿⣿⢹⣟⣿⢹⣿⣿⣿⣿⣟⡟⢰
⠏⣠⣿⢿⣯⣿⣽⣿⣵⡟⣿⣧⣽⣵⣇⠻⣿⡿⣫⡞⢁⣾
⠰⣿⡿⠿⠛⣁⡌⢛⠻⣿⣾⣿⣿⣿⣿⣦⡷⠟⢋⣴⣿⣿
⣦⣤⣴⣶⣿⣿⣿⣌⣥⣤⣤⣍⣉⣉⣉⣥⣴⣶⣿⣿⣿⣿

i hate myself

i hate my college

i ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ hate my life

Reasons to die :
- no job
- no love
- low self-esteem
- tons of regretful mistakes in life which will hunt me forever

Reasons to live :
- don't want parents to be sad

sometimes I feel my existence in this world is completely meaningless, past mistakes haunt me and make me want to vomit everything out, oh god