I piss and vomit blood
Darkness.. so pure not a single ray of light can find it’s way to me… how long have I soaked in this darkness?… eternity?… though at times I think just a moment… I feel nothing… as though there were nothing… and I am floating in it… I have preserved my sanity… have I not?… or did I lose it somewhere… and yet, in this darkness and it’s fantasies, one thing is still clear in my mind… that alone, like lightning splitting through the darkness, he appears so vividly in my mind… over and over again, it swells and sinks like the waves of a tsunami… hatred… friendship… jealousy… indignation… emptiness… love… sorrow… they all come together in a single great storm, driving a stake through my mind, holding my consciousness together… the one who caste me into this darkness… he is now my anchor… this man whose life was once in my hands… when did I fall under your control?… I see you now… radiating so brilliantly it blinds me… Miura.