Woof







If I told you that the entire time I smiled and laughed, I frowned and bled inside and every time I said I am happy it hurt me......how would you react? Probably just call me an Emo or some ♥♥♥♥ like that. I honestly don't know if anyone gets it to be honest though. I am an emotionally damaged youth, yeah some might call me an Emo but I don't give a ♥♥♥♥ about people who give the 'Woe is me' ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥. You're depressed get the ♥♥♥♥ over it.....but I haven't been able to smile without feeling hatred for myself since I was like nine years old. I don't know what is wrong with me but I want to find out and it really bothers me that I can't properly convey my thoughts into words without seeming like a suicidal fool. If by chance someone actually cares about my health and mental state.....I am begging for help...I..I can't do this alone and I need help