i once was a alive but now i am no more. it took me 25 years to know what i should have been. so i will see death so the pain i put on others can stop. i'm nothing but sadness and pain, since i know this i also know that i done nothing good other than tell others of my sadness and pain. so i will do what i should have done 3 years ago. this is good bye and i hope you all can understand..