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パッと光って 咲いた 花火を見ていた
きっとまだ終わらない夏だ
曖昧な心を透過して繋いだ
この夜が続いてほしかった

Baby can't you see?
You could be with me
We could live inside a garden full of ecstasy!
You could be my Queen
I could be your Dream!
Our lives like a fantasy
Maybe set me free?
Let me be your bumblebee~


Age : 24

Sex: Yes, please c:

Status : Kinda Alright ^^

Loner | Childish | Lewd AF | Depressed | Hopeless Romantic | Always Does Cliche' Moments | Split Personality | Otaku | Potato | Amateur Cosplayer

(oh my goodness, so edgy)


I tend to hide whenever I get Depressed. It's funny having a Split Personality whenever you get Depressed. It's like having Someone to talk to and laugh about it.

It's funny how Society is ♥♥♥♥♥♥ up. It's like Everybody is trying to be Someone they're not. Especially the Lies they're telling you. Especially if it's Someone you're close with.

Little do they know, they'll be missing a lot of things especially the one in front of them who's their own World, who Cares and Loves them Unconditionally. Soon, they will regret their Mistakes and Actions for what they've done to you and you will finally see the True Meaning of Pain .





"In this World, there is this Thing, that no one has ever seen. This thing, is very Kind and Gentle. And if anyone could actually see it, there'll be a whole bunch of people wanting to have it. Maybe that's why the World keeps it hidden from everyone. 'Cause if that's hard to get, then that makes it even more Special. And One Day, someone will find it. Whoever does find it, they'll be the one who is supposed to. Because that's the way, it's Meant to Be ."

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"I hate Nice Girls. Just exchanging greetings will get them on your Mind. Start texting each other, and your heart will be set a flutter. If I get a call for the rest of the day, I'll keep on checking them with a Stupid Grin on my FACE . But I know the TRUTH, They're just being KIND.

If you're nice to me, you're also nice to others. I always end up nearly forgetting that. REALITY is CRUEL, so I'm sure Lies are a form of Kindness. That's why Kindness is also a Lie.

I always ended up with expectations, I would always misunderstand. And before I knew it, I stopped hoping. AN EXPERIENCED LONER NEVER FALLS THE SAME TRAP TWICE.

That's why, no matter what happens, I will always hate NICE GIRLS ."

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I like drinking coffee alone, as well as reading alone. I like taking the bus home alone, as well as walking home alone. It gives me time to think and let my mind be free. But when I see a mother with her child, or a woman with her lover, or a friend laughing with their friend...

...I realize that even though I enjoy being alone...

...I don't fancy being lonely.

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"Do you think there's ever a moment where you can have a real, meaningful connection with another person?"

Someone asked me that question once.
"Maybe when we love someone?" I answered.
But I admit, I thought the answer was a bit careless

When do we start to love someone?
If we're not in love, does that mean we can't connect?
If two people love each other, haven't they already connected?

I had a hard time sleeping that night.
There's so many kinds of distance between us
The distance between friends
The distance between family
The distance of social media
The distance between lovers
Each of us lives, whether cautiously or boldly, with others at a necessary distance

I wonder how many people suffer, thinking "There's nobody out there who will ever really understand me."
They must have nights with the loneliness feels like it will crush them.
I still don't have an answer

Maybe we'll never be able to really connect
Maybe that's why we put things in the hands of the astronomical numbers game we call "fate"
Maybe none of us can really connect with each other

I never did see that person again.
But now...
I think I can say it

"Hey, that may be. But they've got to be out there!
They're somewhere out there. Someone you understand, who understands you.
Someone you can connect with

That's why we have to keep trying to get close to each other
To talk
To meet

It might be meaningless
It might all be a waste of time
But it's that desire, that hope to find somebody out there

I think that's the proof that we can connect

I want to keep getting closer, just a few centimeters more

That's fate. That feeling. That's what I believe.

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