I can't even enjoy p*rn anymore because when I see the beautiful girls I think of how I'll never have that

Last night at about 3 I was up and I went to the hub. I was just browsing for blondes and before I even started I thought to myself that none, literally not a single one, of these women would date me irl. They all like muscular tall guys and not me which is unfair and unjust

So instead of fapping, I cried for a few minutes which woke up my mom and she came to ask me what was wrong. Obviously I couldn't tell her why I was originally up at 3 so I just told her I lost a league of legends match. She told me to sleep and now I'm awake typing this

I think I should just cope by drawing or studying

Arittake no yume wo kaki atsume
Sagashi mono sagashi ni yuku no sa
One Piece!

Ranshinban nante juutai no moto
Netsu ni ukasare kaji wo toru no sa
Hokori kabutteta takara no chizu mo
Tashikameta no nara densetsu ja nai

Kojinteki na arashi wa dare ka no
Baiorizumu nokkatte
Omoi sugoseba ii

Arittake no yume wo kaki atsume
Sagashi mono sagashi ni yuku no sa
Poketto no koin sore to
You wanna be my friend?
We are, we are on the cruise
We are

Zenbu ma ni ukete shinjichatte mo
Kata wo osarete ippo riido sa
Kondo aeta nara hanasu tsumori sa
Sore kara no koto to kore kara no koto

Tsumari itsu mo pinchi wa dare ka ni
Apiiru dekiru ii chansu
Jishiki kajou ni

Shimittareta yoru wo butto base
Takara bako ni youmi wa nai kedo
Poketto no roman sore to
You wanna be my friend?
We are, we are on the cruise
We are

Arittake no yume wo kaki atsume
Sagashi mono sagashi ni yuku no sa
Poketto no koin sore to
You wanna be my friend?
We are, we are on the cruise
We are

We are!
We are!

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Post this on the walls of the 12 prettiest Girls you know...
If you get back 5 you're beautiful. ..
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+Rep. Fast and polite trader.

Good trader :D Thanks man ^^ +Rep :P