It looks like you found me.
So I posit a question: Who were you looking for?

Were you looking for Matthew, the shy college graduate? The sketch artist? The pony enthusiast? The mask hiding the motive, or more directly, the gestalt lying wearily within?
Perhaps you were looking for Mr. Winston, the teacher?
Were you looking for Matthew_Winston the gamer, either to contact me or more probably leave messages about your performance in a recent Dead by Daylight match?

From behind this screen you can speak to any of them.
In person, you might not be so lucky.