or p.f.f.f for short

So hey, its been a while since ive talked to very many of you, and im grateful for some of you guys keeping me on your friends lists. very grateful. but thats not the point. I've been "dealing" with a lot internally and externally and i havent had the time to talk to very many of you, and for that, im sorry. so this is an apology to those whom i have been "just a friend taking up space in my list" and although no one will see this nor anybody care, i still will say thank you. that is all.