Buster | Blueprint.tf: I go make a big ass sandwich now
Buster | Blueprint.tf: with icecream and eggs
Buster | Blueprint.tf: and whatever i find
Buster | Blueprint.tf: in the fridge
Ranger: wait
Ranger: wait
Buster | Blueprint.tf: bye xD
Ranger: wait
Ranger: wait
Ranger: !!!
Ranger: how can you make a sandwich with icecream
Ranger: wtf is wrong with you
Buster | Blueprint.tf: I DONT CARE
Ranger: lol
Ranger: :'DDDDD
Buster | Blueprint.tf: :I Sry im mad when im hungry... here a snickers
Buster | Blueprint.tf: oh right
Buster | Blueprint.tf: thanks
Buster | Blueprint.tf: much better
Ranger: hm
Ranger: Sure :D
Buster | Blueprint.tf: you dont know this? xd
Buster | Blueprint.tf: freakin izrael... no snickers advertisment
Ranger: ah
Ranger: yeah ...
Ranger: Israel*
Ranger: xD
Buster | Blueprint.tf: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QFjWoM36TXM
Ranger: Good eat you already .-.
Ranger: Go*
Buster | Blueprint.tf: its israel in english, izrael in hungarian
Buster | Blueprint.tf: :D
Buster | Blueprint.tf: fuck ya
Buster | Blueprint.tf: i go
Ranger: Love you to .... ;-;

Hellow, just wanted to tell you guys that GTA V is now pre-purchasable on Steam :3
It costs 60€ ^^

Pre-Purchaseable till' 1 February.
If you pre-purchase you get 1 Mio $ GTA V ingame money and 300k GTA Online money.
Here it is:
http://store.steampowered.com/app/271590/?snr=1_5_1100__1100

This might be very confusing for you right now, but I was awake late at night for weeks now and it's been bothering me how I have been just sitting on my lazy ass and doing nothing. My grades this year don't look to good and I am starting to realize that I'm not really good at anything. I have not been learning, maybe only 2-3 hours before an exam thinking I would pass them easily, but important subjects like maths and german are not on the grades, that they need to be on.
It's not school that has driven me to this conclusion, but it is probably years of dreaming.

I spent 2.300 hours on TF2. And every single goddamn day I walk out of my room feeling like shit because I accomplished nothing in life. You see, I just don't want to go out of school with the feeling that I've been waisting all this time. Time has always been my issue. Everyday before school I calculate the hours "I'm going to be working" on be it the website or music production. But after school I just sit down and play stupid TF2. I lost fun in making the website because I don't have anyone to work on it with and I just face massive amounts of problems that are not fun to resolve anymore. I had a huge debate in my mind today as to what I really want. I probably had this debate for serveral months now and it's been killing me. I just need to tell someone and I also don't want you guys to wonder what I'm doing.

I was split. Do I want to produce music? Do I want to finish the website?
I think this was the main reason why I just said: Let me play some TF2 to think about it. But it has come to the point where enough is enough. I need to do something with my life. Now. I just look at what I could do in the future and I think. If I had spent 2.300 hours on music production. Where would I be now? Everyday my passion for music grows. I can't litterally do anything without listening to a nice track. Even when the teacher says like a phrase example: My teacher said: "We will recover." and I imediantly started humming the song in my head and bouncing up and down on my seat singing the one track where that one line appears.

I have about 5 songs unfinished, half started sitting there on my harddrive and I just can't do it. I just keep playing TF2. I keep telling myself: You have to do something today. Oh skype. Suddenly... BAM 10pm time to turn of the pc. I'm getting sick and tired of my laziness and I need to change. I want to make music that people will remember, that people will love and keep on listening. It's my true goal in life and I have come to realize this a few days ago.

I need to do something and to start of I will delete all of my games from steam and finally have this feeling of freedom. Gaming has become like a weight on my shoulders to me. I need it to go. I need to do what I want to do.

Gaming has become like alcohol. It brings me of my true passions and all my dreams and hopes get set back another day.

It's scary to think how much time I wasted and I just need some space and room.

I will disappear for a bit. Not sure how long, but I will still be in the whatsapp groups and I will stay in touch for the gamescom event in summer that we all have planned for so long.

I have to make this official now or else I will never get off anything.
My desicions are set in stone. I need to stop playing around and get up and do something. It's not only to prove myself, but to show my parents, that I'm not that loser that will just end up with a badly paid job.

I wish you all the best for the future and I had a really great time playing with you. Seriously though. A lot of you have taught me valuable things. I do feel a bit of a regret sometimes that I started playing Dodgeball, but in the end I found some friends that I can trust, as I currently have no really close friends that I tell everything to.

You can probably still reach me through skype and you can join the whats app group that mabs created.

Special thank you to noodl. It's been an amazing time with you. Skyping with you all day for god knows how long. Playing games. Hanging around. Telling stories. What an amazing time. I will definitly stay in touch with you. Also I hope that you can also now concetrate on more important things in life.

Thank you all for reading my gigantic wall of text.
It means a lot to me that you care.


-Ben

☢GoRaz☢ Ranger: a very cool game
☢GoRaz☢ Ranger: me and druid playing this
☢GoRaz☢ Ranger: everyday
☢GoRaz☢ Ranger: (steam link)
♠GoRaz♠ Buster: (ALLKEYSHOP WEBSITE link)
♠GoRaz♠ Buster: (:
♠GoRaz♠ Buster: :)
♠GoRaz♠ Buster: i buy from here
♠GoRaz♠ Buster: every game... :D
☢GoRaz☢ Ranger: :O
♠GoRaz♠ Buster: ;)
♠GoRaz♠ Buster: u need a credit card for it
♠GoRaz♠ Buster: and magic
♠GoRaz♠ Buster: -40%
♠GoRaz♠ Buster: or even more
☢GoRaz☢ Ranger: waow !
☢GoRaz☢ Ranger: just
☢GoRaz☢ Ranger: fucking
☢GoRaz☢ Ranger: waow
♠GoRaz♠ Buster: i bough everything from here
♠GoRaz♠ Buster: cuz so cheap :DD
♠GoRaz♠ Buster: the website collects all game webshops
☢GoRaz☢ Ranger: CS:GO ?
☢GoRaz☢ Ranger: from here
♠GoRaz♠ Buster: its cheap
♠GoRaz♠ Buster: but steam sales..
♠GoRaz♠ Buster: cs go is 2,59
♠GoRaz♠ Buster: so i would wait
☢GoRaz☢ Ranger: WOT
♠GoRaz♠ Buster: i bought it for 2,59 too xd
♠GoRaz♠ Buster: and i love it
♠GoRaz♠ Buster: i was eagle
♠GoRaz♠ Buster: rank
☢GoRaz☢ Ranger: i bought csgo for 20"
☢GoRaz☢ Ranger: $
☢GoRaz☢ Ranger: WTFF
♠GoRaz♠ Buster: xDDD
♠GoRaz♠ Buster: ahhahahaah
♠GoRaz♠ Buster: u nab :D
☢GoRaz☢ Ranger: not fair

☢GoRaz☢ Ranger: what games you got that you've boght from there
☢GoRaz☢ Ranger: your CS:GO ?
♠GoRaz♠ Buster: cs go for origin bf4 mass effect 1-3
♠GoRaz♠ Buster: then simcity
♠GoRaz♠ Buster: alien shit
♠GoRaz♠ Buster: other shit
♠GoRaz♠ Buster: then i bought some bundles too
♠GoRaz♠ Buster: bioshcon infinte
♠GoRaz♠ Buster: a lot of games
♠GoRaz♠ Buster: cant write
☢GoRaz☢ Ranger: l4d2 ?
♠GoRaz♠ Buster: that was free
♠GoRaz♠ Buster: on steam
☢GoRaz☢ Ranger: lol
♠GoRaz♠ Buster: but i played it before
☢GoRaz☢ Ranger: WAIT
☢GoRaz☢ Ranger: WOOT
♠GoRaz♠ Buster: even online
☢GoRaz☢ Ranger: OMFG
☢GoRaz☢ Ranger: OMMMFFFGGGG
♠GoRaz♠ Buster: u paid for it?! XD
♠GoRaz♠ Buster: when l4d2 was free.. steam crashed for days XD
☢GoRaz☢ Ranger: PAID !?
☢GoRaz☢ Ranger: PAAIID 1?
♠GoRaz♠ Buster: u couldnt load a page
☢GoRaz☢ Ranger: I BOUGHT IT FOR 24$ !!!!
☢GoRaz☢ Ranger: WTTTFFFF
☢GoRaz☢ Ranger: FUCK
☢GoRaz☢ Ranger: MY
☢GoRaz☢ Ranger: LIFE
☢GoRaz☢ Ranger: OMMFG
♠GoRaz♠ Buster: XDXD
☢GoRaz☢ Ranger: my money ...
☢GoRaz☢ Ranger: i am
☢GoRaz☢ Ranger: dead now ..

thanks to the almighty luna i became admin of the best group in entire steam all glory to luna (i love him x_x) (no homo) AGAIN FUCK YEAH