Legalise euthanasia

Why I don’t want to feel emotions
Why I behave like this is because when my father died life felt not worth living anymore
And I tried to hide it, but I couldn’t because you can’t hide something that has been tearing at your
emotions while still trying to look like nothing happened.
Why do you still think that I am just fine while you see me trying to look happy for others, so they
don’t have to be depressed like I am.
Life is like a roller coaster: fun while you’re riding it until an accident happens.
You still think I can become happy just by a few compliments, well you’re wrong, it just makes me

more aware how much of a scumbag I am.
I put this façade up because I didn’t want to see others suffer but it can’t be helped.
I’ll just become a shut-in like I always wanted to be.
I just wish I didn’t feel any emotions because then I could focus on studying and not think about
committing suicide.
Why would anyone like to be friends with an autistic kid with AD-HD who feel sorry for himself.
I can only think of committing suicide, but I can’t, I just can’t just can’t do it
The only reason that I’m still alive is because I can’t bear the thought of everyone I care about
mourning me. that day when my father died my life started to spiral down into darkness with no
return, the only solution I can think of is to do it, to kill myself but I can’t, I won’t let myself, I will
keep on sinking deeper into darkness for those I care about, so they won’t have to suffer like I do.

if this group gets 1 comment i will ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ end my life