Am i having a fever dream, bad luck or something

[Samael Morningstar]

idk whats going on but everytime im having a decent game my teammate goes afk. it happen twice. IN A ROW. And now suddenly the matchmaking are ♥♥♥♥, i got a really bad team who look like they dont know what they're doing and a godlike enemy where apparently can know everywhere i go. Am i going insane or something