+rep good players

You're too young to think anything is closing in. The link below [Mann's Der Zauberberg] is entirely appropriate, in fact necessary, if you're considering film, IMO anyway.

youtu.be/wD7moktSJto

putting this here for myself. nearly a month now without playing a game. tried to play a game today. couldn't force myself to play. just haven't been in the mood and been reading a lot of books. I don't know what I want to do with life anymore..... thinking of college in Australia for acting in film and movies. Time will tell what I do with life. just hope to figure this head-space I'm soon and what I really what to do with life, because I feel like I'm wasting my life staying in my small quaint town and state and not taking action of my life. sorry for the rant. but, I can't talk to anybody in my family about how I feel, it feels better just to type this admission out where nobody in real life knows me. feel like my time here is closing in and I don't know what I'm gonna do about that. probably depression but I don't care anymore. life sucks at the moment. feels like everything is going wrong in my life and I don't know what to do about it.

I hope that after death there is rebirth and I can chose where I go. I'll chose a universe like the avatar universe. No I would chose the avatar universe and I'm not talking about the anime universe. I'm talking the James Cameron universe. But, I love all of you.

damn its too "hard " to tell, CS:GO sexy moments for sure though