Swiu
S.R. Winter   United States
 
 


"Why does the scent of the falling rain make me feel nostalgic?
Why does my beating heart clamor as summer light approaches?
Why do I cry when people point and laugh at me for their own amusement?
Is it all right to think that even so I'll be rewarded someday?
When I hear the word "goodbye" It tears so much at my chest, I was standing still for just a few moments looking at the sky…watching the sunset
Teacher, I want to talk about my life. What should I do from this point on? Are you just going to tell me that 'no one knows that' or something?
Ahh!
Look, it's not that I want pain, I just want to live without doing anything.
Is it selfish to just want to look at the blue sky?

Why do I lie, cheat and steal even though it makes my consciousness and heart ache?
Why does it seem that only evil people prosper at every minute of the day?
Why is it that the word for 'happiness' (幸) includes the 'money' (¥) sign?
Is it on purpose that leaving a single stroke turns it into the character that’s for 'pain' (辛)?
With a price sticker saying 'youth' stuck to my back with no clue
I was hoping in some way my life would have little…
Hitchcock-like suspense
Teacher, I honestly don't really care. Just going on living causes me pain.
Neither Nietzsche nor Freud wrote about how to fill this hole
I-
just want to close my eyes in the scent
of summer, and sketch out the height of the clouds .

Is really it selfish to just want to relive memories?

A story where people die dramatically will sell, hot cakes won't it?
I've come to hate that even the moment that a flower's petals fall has a price on it.
What was your life dream Teacher?
did you forget it when you grew up to an adult?

Teacher, I want talk about my life going on. What should i do from this point on?
'Tears make people stronger' was nothing but utter lie
Ahh
Yes, it's not that I don't care what happens to me, it's just that reality is flickering, and summer is far away.
Is this really truly all right? Can I go on living like this? Are you just going to tell me 'only you can answer that' or something?
I just want to close my eyes in the scent of summer
I want to feel the wind forever and ever,

Is it selfish to just want to look at the blue sky?
Is it selfish if I just want to know you?"

-Yorushika
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Swiu Aug 3, 2021 @ 5:41pm 
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Deutsches_drittes_reichskat Aug 8, 2020 @ 3:35pm 
+rep amazing engi
camelcrushmenthol Aug 5, 2020 @ 10:29pm 
yeah its no problem at all, just hmu when you can
Swiu Aug 5, 2020 @ 10:02pm 
Hey, I’ve sold out all of my metal but as soon as I have enough I’ll send you a trade, please be patient with me, thanks a lot