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My dad smoked his whole life. One day my mum told him "If you want to see your children graduate, you have to stop". 3 years later he died of lung cancer. My mum told me "don't smoke; don't put your family through this". At 18 years old, I have never touched a cigarette. I must say, I feel a sense of regret, because watching kinetic play Counter Strike gave me cancer anyway.