In a world that is fraught with pain, grief, despair, tears, and broken hearts it can seem that life is no longer worth living, but I've good news for you. Jesus Christ is better, He is more fulfilling, and He is worth every ounce of your trust, faith, praise, honor, and worship. You need answers to the longing of your soul, and you can find it in the Holy Bible. Stop looking for answers in all the wrong places, you'll only find the true source of peace and joy in Jesus Christ, the Son of the living God. Fully man, fully God, He came to die for you to pay for your sins and your condemnation before God the Father. Why are you still running from Him? He is not angry at you, nor is He against you. I thought the same thing once... Until He found me in my pain and took it all away. And He can and will do the same for you, whoever you are. And know this, that I love you, and Jesus does moreso. :-)