The world grew dark around me. As if a gaping void opened right in front of my very eyes, scalding them in it's dark presence. A hole. A hole is what i saw. As if the very essence of the universe held a mirror to my face, Showing the true chasm i was. A mixture of cold and hot sorrow filled me, hatred seething in terror. I couldn't keep going.

But then, as if a the lord, or any god for that matter gave a shred of hope. After what felt like eons upon eons. I could feel something through the blistering horror of life. This wasn't my imagination this time, it was real. Soothing cool on my retinas it came into being. "Chair F*cking simulator." Was this it? Was this the final manifestation of hope the world needed?

My hands shiver and quake. Reaching for the mouse I click on its alluring visage. It's beauty was no lie. It dug deep into my mind. Festering and writhing in my weak human mind. Like maggots on a corpse. It was immaculate. I didn't know at the time if i could handle it's greatness. A test that would surely bend my very being, physically and mentally.
...........I took the dive.

I watched realities shatter, only to be reborn anew within moments. The energy of every living breathing creature flowed within me, in and out. Creation began and ended before my eyes with every click. Thrusting and twerking. Gyration swirling the cosmos in every cell, atom, and quark in my body. Beating like a fresh heart.

I felt feelings that long left me, emotions that had no name. Words with no meaning. I was finally happy.

It's pretty aight.