2020.08.00: Spy Mains trying to land trickstabs and failing are adorable ngl

2020.08.02: I should be sleeping instead of writing this

think there's gonna be some more random thoughts here so I can see when the last time I had made a good choice was. not that youd care
[i] I'm ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ at socializing but I guess I ca

Medi-Slut : abalncc

2020.08.03: drinking water was the best decision

2020.08.06: Reminder: I gotta get me a Schadenfreude taunt Much appreciated, Rain!

2020.08.13: Spent hours creating a character only for the servers to deny me when I finally hit the "Complete" button AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

2020.09.11: damn non-english music bops

2020.09.13: cough

2020.09.15: I have come to the decision that I shall not bother you with invites if you're playing on community servers

2020.09.16: What kind of insecure sad ♥♥♥♥ reported my name lmao
2020.09.16: Ight turns out steam just ♥♥♥♥ on everyone with PG-13 ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ and won't let me ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ curse or have such a name. Hope this is just a bug with some recent sneak update...

2020.09.18: Mate I swear to god you say sorry for letting me die one more time I'm getting me gun. It's my dumbass decision to rush in. Would rather hear a "thank you med" instead of a "sorry med" smh

2020.09.19: for some ungodly reason my left eye can't see that well afar and my right eye can't see that well up close. what the ♥♥♥♥.

2020.09.20: It's not even the twentieth but I'm making this note out of spite. Fight me.

Me: *about to talk about how much I love customizing and fashion in videogames*
Brother: I see you've opened a new tab and before you start talking about stuff for 8 hours without end, Imma leave your room

2020.09.20: I can legally vote now.
2020.09.20: I have officially begun stalking someone.
2020.09.20: So what if I have an album dedicated to Nagatoro faces. If you're lucky you might see all 2000+ images

2020.09.22: Kalinka makes my fingers hurt :(

2020.09.26: I feel feverish even though I don't actually have fever... My eyes burn as if I'm constantly staring at a bonfire just 2 meters away from the flames. ♥♥♥♥.
2020.09.26: aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah admin abuse on discord is fun

2020.10.01: What time is it? Showtiiiiiiiime
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2020.10.01: What day is it? The day TF2 got a profanity filter and my entire existence has been snapped away with a single patch.

2020.10.02: Tmw you can't draw calaca on your pfp so you have to go edgy to be slightly spooky ;.;

2020.10.05: ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ homework after homework because why the ♥♥♥♥ not AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

2020.10.08: left mouse button double clicking when I don't want it to... I cry

2020.10.18: I actually did it again... I did all halloween contracts without opening a single one! ♥♥♥♥ cursed cove tho

2020.10.24: League is aids but I enjoy playing Support nonetheless. I'm bad at it as you'd expect but it's fun

2020.10.28: One friend deleted their acc, another one changed name and got rid of their pfp then privated their profile, two unknown ones unfriended and a couple haven't been online in a while. Me no like.

2020.11.15: My first 6 hours recorded on steam playing Final Fantasy 14 were about installing the game...
Now add about 300 hours which I spent on the non-steam free trial!

2020.12.03: Ho-ho-ho ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

2020.12.25: It is Christmas, my dudes.

2021.01.01: And as so, chapter two has begun.

2021.01.20: Ain't it great when you disappoint people, and as a result, yourself?

2021.02.09: "Thanks for putting up with me" is a wee bit sad to hear. Least they feel better


2021.03.01: Friend getting an australium every 9 tours do be making me desperate doe

2021.03.18: Here, traveller. A FaceIt beta invite for access before the servers go live before the 20ieth. [www.faceit.com]

2021.03.28: ♥♥♥♥♥♥ last few days. Here's to another few!

2021.04.11: Day one of turning into a catgirl: I wanted to buy the plague doctor animated avatar but the Sayouri one was too nice to pass up on.

2021.05.11: The corner of this desk is looking pretty pointy and alluring today. One would wish to headbutt the ♥♥♥♥ out of it this fine day.
2021.05.11: On a side note, I'm proud to get two friends into PC gaming. Well, one into gaming entirely. "Arrows are better than WASD" my ass, soon you'll see!

2021.05.15: This be a sharp pain in mine chest.

2021.11.18: The level of dumbassery for Halo Infinite's progression system is astounding

2021.11.19: Le grand friendlist purge of 19 people has ended

2021.11.29: Halo Infinite campaign is either gonna be a double-down of disappointment or the best game ever and I'm all here for it

2021.12.03: I forgot I changed the language on TF2 to german as a joke months ago and revisiting it for the holiday sock got me to burst out in laughter

2021.12.10: Halo Infinite campaign is the best game ever.

2021.06.05: Legendary Item idea: The LED Bible. It looks like a normal bible with a black cover but the sides are outfitted with with neon colored LED tube lights to make it look epic.

2022.01.05: May have accidentally time travelled back with my previous log. Whatever, I got a no-edit policy here

2022.01.19: PFP Made by the great @zoopityscoopz on twitter himself. May Thailand not ♥♥♥♥ their career over.

2022.01.19: 3 pesos

2022.01.25: Aahahhahaah just 2 more days ans I'm freeeee

2022.01.31: Shut up Laura ur mom's fat lol

2022.02.17:
Yesterday I had to clean up a mess after mexican dinner.

17:38 The ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ started
17:45 I have finished destroying the family mural known as my dead grandma's toilet
17:55 I keep wiping and wiping but there is no end to it
18:09 Wipes come out slightly pink, still some leftover ♥♥♥♥ oh god
18:42 I have been forced to use baby wipes for half an hour now and it's still coming. I decided to piss myself again. I feel malnourished but still filthy
20:28 It has been nearly 3 hours. My ass has been bleeding and dripping ever since, my legs feel numb, my eyesight is hazy, parents have long abandoned me as a lost ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
00:03 I forgot about the passage of time. Seeing it was midnight scared me so much I ♥♥♥♥ myself again. I had to redo the whole thing. I break down crying on the toilet
01:17 Grandma's ghost comes around for her nightly stroll until she sees her house is not empty. She disowns me and laughs at my misfortune with her ghost friends for being a failed ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
01:62 I think I'm going mad
03:55 T

2022.03.21:
2022.04.11: Legos time >:3

2022.05.02:
Imagine a world, Batman, a world without cringe culture. People will not be split into the categories of "based" and "cringe", anybody will be able to enjoy anything they want! A world where annoying children will grow up happy and confident because they later realize what their flaws were, a world where peoplee will not be harassed for their theatrics, but left alone. Wanna know how I got these mental disorders, Batman? My father was a redditor - an r/cringetopia user, to be exact. And one night while looking at some posts he comes across my tiktok page, seeing me hit the nae nae after winning a match of fortnite. I was only nine and was happy to share it with the world doing a signature move my friends often did. Mommy steps between us to face him and beg my father to calm down. He doesn't like that. Not. One. Bit.
So me watching, he calls her a cringe beta ♥♥♥♥♥ for not letting him hit me with a belt to "beat some sense into me". He pulls out his gun and caps her before ironically doing the orange justice dance above his weeping wife, asking if "this is woke enough for you, you stupid femin*zi". He comes at me with the Glock-17 saying "We live in a society, and I'm Elon Musk" and going on about how the "game" was rigged from the start before putting a bullet between my eyes. Ever since then I suffer from serious brain damage, but my father keeps blaming videogames for that, and I've been afraid of expressing myself in public ever since. But, of course, you cannot relate because your parents got double-pumped, Batman.

2022.06.01: Dear diary, today I got kicked by a bot who stole my name and people ignored my pleas. I now know what it's like to be treated like an impostor

2022.06.01: Not even 5 minutes have passed and it happened again fml

2023.01.016: bruh my ass be madd jiggling after the whole nacho ordeal


2023.03.08: Should I just feature ginormous asscheeks on my profile instead?

2023.05.18: The Godfather was kinda balling ngl. Makes me wanna resume Yakuza 0

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2023.05.24: Reddit permaban incident. Cause: mentioned the event where the site had hired a pedophile merely because they were trans. Pedophile's husband openly admits to fantasizing about kidnapping children, herfather was convicted for torturing and doing a 10 year old. Instant permaban. Reason: "Promoting hate"

2023.05.25: Reddit permaban incident 2: Electric Boogaloo. Two alt accounts got permabanned for "Multiple, repeated violations." Cause: Being logged in on the same device as first account.
One of the alts wasn't used in 4 years, the other had literally zero posts or comments on it as well as no associated email. Neither was made after the ban for ban evasion.
Possible cause: I tried to appeal the gat damn ban and they just banned two others

2023.09.14: btw a month later I got unbanned lmao

2023.09.14: New headphones, weird feel. Microphone so ass it forced me to start using push to talk on discord. ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥. Also Risk of Rain 2 is fun uwu

2023.11.03: Scissors closing in on sweaty hanging balls

2023.11.13: When will it be finally joever