I feel like there's nothing left for me here in this town cause I keep losing friends and I am losing my trust and all my loved ones are losing there trust and faith in me it like am losing the real part of me deep down inside of me and I don't want to lose all my friends and family members and my closet friends that I never what to lose so that's why I hope one day that I'll have the chance to move away and start a new life and a new me cause no one what's a lowlife person like me in there life that's why no one what's anything to do with me cause I am not perfect in this world and that I can't make myself perfect for anyone or for any reason I am who I am I just hope that i can make my life better to where the people that I love and the friends and family that I care about would want a lowlife man in there family cause I can't be the perfect person in life cause that's not the person who I am and I would give my life any day for a friend or anyone in my family or a very close friend to cause I am trying to make myself not be a lowlife person that some people probably think of me in this world today and I can't change there opinion about me for any reason at all so that's why I am who I am today cause I can't change who the person god made to live on this earth cause I can't help that the way my life's turned out to be cause maybe the Lord has a great plan for me in the future cause I hope that it's a great path and future waiting for me