I really wish you could see what's happened since you left us, bubba. Pants is a mirror image of you in gaming, although still not as good at Halo. He started streaming and is absolutely crushing it. You'd be so proud and be such a part of all of this (assuming you weren't the top player in the world at Halo).

We think about you, miss you, and love you each and every day, Bean. I hope you're living out all your dreams in whatever form you're in now.

P.S. I just realized I wrote almost the same thing about Pants last time I posted in here. That's how true it is. Oh! And there's a new Stalker coming out!

I miss you so ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ much, bubba. I don't think there will ever be words to explain what it's like. Love you. Miss you. Wish you could see your brother now... he's a little you when it comes to games.

But without the cheat codes hidden in game cases, lol.

They still say time heals all wounds, but it has been a ride these last few years. I miss your company and patronage, the commrodery of old times, D&D sessions and many more patchwork memories. We miss you, and we will never forget the memories we have made.

Christ, never knew you passed away, man. I guess it explains why you stopped coming on and stopped chatting with me. To learn this a year and a half late it just, well, terrible. I honestly just don't know what to say or write. Even with the crap going on in your life, you always seemed happy and optimistic. I just don't know what to say besides you were a good friend, Joey. RIP, man, you handled it the best you could.

Logged in just to say hi to you on here. Nothing like Steam to tell me it's been exactly 349 days since you left. I love you. I miss you. Life is not even close to the same with you gone, Bean.

Bean Dip -

I just wrote you a quick letter but wanted to stop in here and say hi. It's definitely not getting "easier to process" like people seem to think it will. If anything, it's so much worse than right after. I'm not sure why, but that's the way it is.

Anyway, I miss you. I love you. And you know Mom and Zane do as well. Be good, find your peace, and stop by sometime to say hi.